Dead Inside (Juuzou X Reader)

💧Chapter 1💧

💧Your POV💧

The clouds hid the sun as the rain poured down. The streets filled with prey and other predators who would attack at any moment.

At least, that is all I thought of it anyways. After my Father killer my Mother along with my Brother leaving me, I couldn't see anyone as a normal human or ghoul.

Who am I you ask? (Y/N) Yukinori...or known as Howling Viper to the CCG. I am a Half Ghoul and from what I hear the CCG say, simply just a C Rated.

After my Mother was found to be a Ghoul when I was 6 my Father killed her in guilt and if it wasn't thanks to my Brother...kill me to.

By the time I was 12 my Brother already left me on my own. How I hated him.

Currently I am 17 and in hiding. I rarely ever go on the streets because of my odd habits. I walk like a Dog and almost never put away my Bikaku.

Enough about me though, straight to the point. I gotta admit that it was boring sitting on the roofs alone. I just wanted to have someone now-

"(Y/N)!" I jerked my head around to notice Nashiro behind me. She had been the same age as me along with her Sister...or was Kurona younger?

"Ah, back from school already?" I'd mumble emotionless almost. She'd nod and sit beside me. "How was it today?"

"More animals were killed today." Nashiro sighed. "That's about it for the 'exciting' things." She'd have the word exciting roll off her tongue like she was disgusted by what happened.

"Damn....hope that ends soon. Poor critters." I'd sigh and curl into Nashiro slightly shaking. "Do you think that it will stop soon?"

Nashiro shook her head in response to my question. "Probably not."

I sighed and layed my head against her Shoulder. "Hey Nashiro...." I mumbled under my breath. She looked towards me and tilted her hesd slightly. "Yes?"

"....I wanna join you. In the- training that is. Y-You can help me walk normal and...if I become a CCG Member then I can ease of the Radar and I can better strict myself by eating the Ghouls that I kill. I mean....I know my Father is in the CCG but...he wouldn't recognize me."

Nashiro stayed silent for a moment before replying. "That's crazy, (Y/N). How would you even hide yourself? You can't even keep in your kagune for more than a hour!"

"I can to! I just choose not to." You snarled slightly as the female stood up.

"And why not?" Nashiro looked angered and confused all at once. "It's- a forced thing. When Jokuva was alive he made me so...yeah." (Y/N) sighed. "It's a long story."

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Agh yes ik the beginning is crappy atm. I had a rush of too many ideas at once and it messed me up. I may remake it but first fucking learn more on the Characters in use.

So yes your a Yukinori, your Mother was killed, your brother left you and your sister is currently unknown.

This WILL be a pretty edgy story and there WILL be a sad ending. Though if this ends up getting better and going better then I expected then after the sad ending I'd most likely write a Part 2.

Just depends Though!

If I do remake this ill edit this title into "(Old) Chapter 1" and then the new one "(Re-Made) Chapter 1" so people can see what changed.