My Love is a Paper

The Lame Girl's Crash

Within these four corners,
Walls of lies, fake laughters,
Been talking to myself once more
As the flower starts to wither

It's a bit insane
But compared to sanity,
This is much more okay
I'd better live like this

I don't know how to fix this pain
For all the things that I paid,
I never knew this will be my change
I am such a fool and lame

Screaming might help this ease
Than keeping these feelings inside me
The wounds within aren't really healing
These scars, I'll be forever wearing

I can't say, "This is all because of you,"
Because after all it's me who's a fool,
Thinking of a happy ending with you
But in the end it's all untrue

You were just my inspiration for everything -
Everything that brought me here
I thought we would be together living here
But wouldn't it be happier if it happened really?

'Cause the flame started out too early
And it ended up in a fatal crashing
The heart's torn into not just two but infinity
And the melody has just stopped playing

Before I thought I am a beauty
But I turned out to be the ugliest beauty
And I got no choice but to accept the reality
Facing the truth I was boasting of nothing

All these I realized in just one night -
The night when you vanished out of my sight
And I haven't even said goodbye
Now I'm telling it in the midst of a lonely night