The sound of your voice

Voice

Dear BaekHyun:

Lately I've thought of you, too.

In every moment that we live... but sometimes, when I close the door and I fall into my thoughts.

I think over and over again, on the same stage where we did live.

You even like my awkward moments, but I wonder if I deserve that love?

You think I was a complete idiot, because I also think it.

I should stop you when I could, but they are so stupid that I only saw you leaving, I was unable to talk or move.

Protect your beautiful smile, hug you and protect you from everything.

When Kyungsoo said that he would only play with your heart I was right, in serious forgiveness.

I didn't know your feelings!

Although they were more than obvious, anyone would have noticed them!.

But I am a fool for being blind.

Your brother and my brother now hate me, I would do it. But that time I want to go back, fix everything, I can not... just... it's hard and I'm tired, my heart is suffering... now I understand.

You always waited for me there I embrace with your arms when something went wrong, you supported me,you showed your love and I am so grateful, for showing me the world if it can be pink color, won't ever forget it.

I regret having girlfriend, I know that you have hate to Dara, but didn't do anything really sorry!.

I regret the fact of wanting to be happy blindly!

Please do not think that you claimed, because actually I claimed myself.

I remember when I told you to give was my girlfriend.

At some point, it seemed that you were crying even when you were smiling, but I could not see it.

I could not even comfort you, saying that everything will be better and that together we could forget, but friends tuas denied me the passage, although your you shout to see me, I could not do anything.

At that time did not understand the because you wanted to see me and why he cried, but something told me that I should be with you.

Remember when you warned me that just give me used, the irony of it was that you were right but I'm too dumb to see what was happening, when we said "we are one", it was true, just that I could not see it.

I remember begging you all afternoon go to the Arcade.

You never denied, were you doing everything that you asked, even cover me at work in the breaks I was with Dara.

Which I now regret both.

After a while, I became more idiot, I said everything that I thought but without a special filter, you much damage and now I regret, but I never imagined that you the last thing that I would say would be the most stupid.

You went running and I never saw you, he begged to see, talk and explain everything, friends gave me back and I understand them, I would do the same.

Just a few days ago I saw you, you followed a broken and this time I was not I, a tall, fair-haired boy, ran behind you, the way in which he cried, the way in which you smiled me when I saw the crowd, know how much you mean to me?.

But even after a while, when finally we were face to face, I could not say anything and just swallow my words, words I want to tell you, sorry and I love you, please believe in me as you were doing it.

It's a bit funny, thinking that really I only have you, but sometimes, I'm worse than a stranger to you.

When the only thing that I want to really put my head in your arms and being supported by you.

I will gather my forces once more, for you, that you've been waiting for me, I'm going to hold you, I'll take your hands, as I never did as well for your heart it could rest will give all of me to achieve it.

Attn: Park ChanYeol, the love of your life.

Pdta: Is that now already does not matter, because you're not here...

Only the sound of your voice...