i can have dream after dream about what it's like to die,
and i can light another cigarette and drink myself stupid
but none of this will make you come back
and no matter how many drugs i take
everything fucking reminds me of you
i can cut myself on glass and watch
as my body begins to fade
but the memory of you is permanently
edged into my sub conscious
i can smoke until my body begins
to stop working
and i can do another line
but all of this would hurt less than it did when all you
had to say was "i don't know"