Dream Boy

Freak

Royalty's POV.

I pulled my hood over my head and took a deep breath before pushing open the double doors to this hell hole known as school. People stared but I did pay no mind I just kept walking. I ignored the talking and whispers as I brushed past people to finally get to my locker. As I put in the last number (11 to the left) I was slammed against the wall.

"Watch it freak!" said a muscular boy with a varsity jacket and a buzz cut yelled. I sighed and shook it off, going back to square one with my locker combination. When done I held my three books for Bio, Global and Algebra with that I closed my locker to start my journey to first period Health. I reached Health as I slowly stepped inside the room went silent and all eyes were on me. I see my only friend, Raven in the back thank god there is a seat next to her.

"Look who it is everyone the freak!" says someone. Everyone in the class starts laughing and whispers fugly, demented and a freak as I walk to my seat. I look over to Raven but it's like she is trying not to look at me, I new this friendship was to good to be true. I lift up my sleeve not realizing I still had open cuts from last nights session and scratched away.

"Shit, fuck my life!" I yelled as the pain from the cuts pours out blood, just as the attention had faded away from me all eyes were on me again. My finger nails were covered in blood and I tried to hide them but Raven griped my arm before I could and looked at me in a upsetting way.

Why is she doing this to me it's causing everyone to move away from me? Mr. Hagan walked in and looked around the class at me and Raven then my class mates huddled together leaving a row of desks as a space between us.

With no questions asked me and Raven headed to the nurse. We hadn't said one were to each other this entire time I'm wondering what she is thinking. Until she stops in the middle of the hall way and mumbles something. I turned back and a tear was rolling down her face why is she crying? I sighed and walked over to hug her.

"Why Royal? Why would you do this to yourself I thought you were better then this but I thought wrong?" muffled Raven into my hoodie.

"I can't take the bullying Raven you don't know how hard it is to be called a freak all your life through Elementary School, Middle School and Now High School because you were raped many times by your best friends brother, I don't think so. You don't know me Raven we just met because your new and everything but the thing is your the only person that has ever talked to me after what happened. You don't have to feel bad for me no one does there all scared of me, you see. Crying doesn't solving anything I stopped crying long time ago and you should to because I'm fine, okay!" I said and stormed off to the nurses office.

"Well Miss Coleman that seems to be some deep cuts there you wanna tell me about it?" the nurse said while getting some alcohol and cotton pads from the cabinet.

"Do I have to? I said shyly as I watch her pour the alcohol into the cotton pad and dab it on my cuts. I bite my lip from the stinging and mouth shit.

"Well I need to tell your paren- I cut her off before she could say parents.

"Their my Foster parents and no I don't want them finding out anything you don't need to call them I'm fine" I say anxiously if they find out I cut myself there probably not gonna let me have anything sharp for the rest of my life.

"Sweetie I know cutting yourself makes you feel better but for others around you not so much. Telling someone whatever is going on is ok. Just so you know I heard there is going to be a new guidance counselor at the school maybe you can stop by there office and talk." the nurse says as she wraps a bandage around my arm.

"Thanks for the advice maybe you should be the new guidance counselor" I giggle and so does the nurse. I wave goodbye and walk out without to seconds to myself Raven comes out of no where and hugs me.