20."she's been better"

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A/N: get your tissues ready babies .. I'm sorry but I love you all , ALSO DO NOT PLAY THE SONG UNTIL YOU'RE TOLD 

ONE WEEK LATER

J A S O N ' S P O V

She refused to go back to hospital after several begs from me and her mom , she locked herself up in her room for hours knowing we can't make her go

"she's always been this stubborn" her mom says and sighs as she lays on the couch

"I'll talk to her" I sit next to her and pat her shoulder as a sign of comfort and she nods

I get up , ready to go upstairs and I walk till I reach the staircase , taking a deep breath I started walking up the stairs until I reached the second floor , her room was on my right and I bring my fist up ready to knock but something seems to stop me

"I've put him through enough Nicole" she whispers as if she was about to cry

I put down my fist and stutter whether I should leave her alone or listen , I decided to stay

"you can't leave him" her friend said and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding

"he loves you y/n , he really does , you can't do that to him"

"it doesn't matter , I'm going to die anyways" she chuckles bitterly

"don't- don't say that" she whispered back

"can everyone stop denying that it might actually happen? This isn't a fever , its fucking cancer , I can't go through one day without getting a bruise-"

A tear slips down my eye and I back away from her door knowing she doesn't want me in there , sighing I go down the stairs and I find her mom sitting on the couch just like I left her , she gets up when she spots me

"any chance?" she whispered and I shake my head , yes I didn't even bother to knock but I thought I should leave her some space , my phone suddenly began to vibrate , taking it out of my back pocket , I swipe my thumb across its screen answering

"Jason , where are you ? mom's worried sick" he says , his voice calm which is something unexpected from him

"y/n's" I respond coldly

"come home please" he practically begs

"I can't leave her" I whisper and he sighs

"just come and check on mom will you? She misses you , I know y/n needs you but so does mom" he says and hangs up not giving me the chance to answer , sighing I decide to do as he says

"I'm going back home mrs.y/ln , Matt says my mom needs me" I smile and she nods her head

Getting out of her house , I start to walk because we were neighbors so I didn't have to drive , it only took me minutes to be standing on my front porch , I take my keys out of my pocket and place on them in its door knob and twist them , opening the door , the smell of cookies hits me as I walk inside , I smile because I know my mom's baking , she always does when she's nervous or sad

"mom?"

I heard her footsteps and she smiles as soon as she sees me , she jogs and holds me in her arms and I hug her back tightly , I missed her so much

"oh honey " she says tears running down her cheek , I smile and wipe them away

" hi mom" I smile and go to sit on one of the stools next to the kitchen counter

"so is she okay?" she asks , I may have told her as soon as y/n told me , while she was asleep I ran home into my mom's arms and cried like there's no tomorrow ,

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