Journey through my pain

Black painted girl

There is this girl,who looks like hell
Like hell in person,like devils child
She only wears black,she has that black hair
Only her eyes are gray,but they're transparent
There is nothing in her eyes,her soul is empty
There is no positivity in her smile
And she does not smile often
She looks like death,and maybe inside she is dead
There are no sparks around her,her eyes do not blink
She looks broken and sad,and maybe she is
She looks like a blank space painted with sorrow and pain,and maybe that's exactly what her soul is like
Maybe she really has no hope,no love to give
Maybe she really will die soon from all this sorrow
She looks scared,and maybe she is scared of the future
Maybe she is a sinner,maybe she belongs to hell
Maybe her soul is marked by the devil
Maybe she really does never sleep,because her mind is haunting her at night
Maybe there is truth in what people say about her
Maybe she's boring and bitter
Probably it's right that she's the darkness herself
Maybe it's a fact that she will die young
Maybe she really drinks a lot
Maybe she's never sober at all
Maybe she smokes hunderts of cigarettes
And maybe she even does drugs
But nobody will ever know
Because nobody asks,nobody cares
So it stays the same
A black painted girl in a pink world
So it's kind of clear that she'll get hated
A black girl,with black soul& black heart
At least her white as snow skin and transparent tears
Were not eaten by the darkness
A black,black,dark girl
And she is more black every single day
And slowly she is darker than death
And sadly there's noone to save her
So she dies inside permanently
A black,dark,dark,black painted girl
Right now all she is,is the color black