When in Shadows

Its real to me

The time paused this life for me. Or maybe I was stuck. Either way he'll find out and I'm not ready.

"Kaeylynn."

Don't turn around.

"Kaeylynn."

He'll find out.

"Don't fucking do this to me."

Why can't I just leave?

"I won't let you because...

Don't say it.

I turn around quickly and cock my head. I don't understand him. That puts me on edge. "You don't, you know." He can't. It's physically impossible for him. But he said it though. Every single word stabbing me and pinning me there.

For him.

For him.

For his time.

Because.

I have no time to give him.

"I love you. I love you so fucking badly I can barely breathe."

Suddenly my lungs hurt.

It's because of him.

Of what he said to me.

I know his next words.

They'll be the ones that seals my fate.

"I love you enough to set this world ablaze." His eyes. They held only a promise that hid a threat for her.

"And I love you so much that I hate you enough to ruin everything for you. I'm am the only that will deal with you and all your problems."

He knows. He knows yet he still here.

"I won't let you run and disappear again. I won't let history repeat its self. You belong to me."

And I'm okay with this.

Because he's Rivvon Dremore.

The one I will let kill me.