Plz not good night that's all I want to know u care. Bc I care about u and right now it is tomorrow but it feels like yesterday , for no matter which way I go which way I turn all I see is you walking away. U r the one for me I know theres no way I did but I just always knew it. I'm sorry how I made u feel I'm only good at poems I just feel like a different person right now. I need u , u have my heart do what u will with it but I will keep Urs in the shape and form I found it and nurtured it to become before all this. My heart may be beaten up old and tired. But u must understand. I never meant those things ill be with u all the way. Until the very end. I want to die with u by by side not in a closet or on the floor So please don't shut the door. U must understand that I do.love u. But my hearts been through this so many times.it's in a cycle. Love someone then they need a break. I say something stupid and they leave me. I want to break this cycle with u. I don't want to loose u I love u about 10 times the amount ive ever loved any of the others put together. And for that to be taken away from me for those brief minutes when we were never going to speak to each other again is what made me say those things threaten those things. I really want u to stay but I understand if we go or separate ways i promise u this. Ill always remember these special days. For u r the one , so much brighter than the sun. And I want u to know that I do love u. I just wish I could help u through this as a closer relationship than friends but I understand. I just have been cried zoned and left there to rot by so many people it's like a second home. BUT WITH U I WANT U TO BE MY FIRST HOME. The one where I come to clear my head and where I can feel loved. I don't want this to end bc my hearts in a cycle. I will wait for u and won't complain and ill know ur u bc only u can love me as much as u do. And only one can love u as much as I do. I want u to know that I love u and I hope u still do too
