'Say (All I Need)' by OneRepublic
'Let Her Go' by Passenger
'Demons' by Imagine Dragons————————————————————
This special is made in remembrance of Thomas Maix, who took his own life on this day (January 9th). Above are lyrics from 3 of his favorite songs.
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"Thomas was my first love, he was amazing, and I don't ever regret being his boyfriend, even if him ending his own life messed me up pretty badly, I still think that Thomas deserves to rest his soul, after all, that's why he ended it all, isn't it?" -Oliver Martin (0Iiver )
————————————————————Please call the number below if you or a loved one is thinking about committing suicide, you can easily end your life, but you won't get to easily face the consequences.
Oliver Martin would like to remind people that everyone is loved, just like Thomas Maix was before he decided to end his life.
"I deal with depression, anxiety, and a load of other sh*t. I don't blame Thomas for my current mental state, I blame the guilt from Thomas's death. I always think to myself, 'I could of done something if I wasn't so clueless'. I can't sleep at night because of Thomas' decision to end his life. He left behind a younger brother, a mother, friends, family, and a boyfriend. That boyfriend was me, and I was the last person Thomas spoke to before he went home and took his own life. Please don't do the same thing Thomas did, it'll ruin people, I used to be a carefree and life-loving person, but after Tommy's death, I changed. I cry every night, I have nightmares, and I have severe depression. My two dogs are my personal therapy dogs/emotional support dogs. If I'm upset, my dog Bruno will rush over and lay down on me to comfort me. That's how much I changed because of my lover's decision to end his life. You could change someone just the same way by killing yourself." -Oliver Martin
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Remember, if you need to get help, call 1-800-273-8255.
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