Nerd // Chanhun

Sehun

Sehun's POV:

I was internally screaming. I don't know exactly what had taken control over my body. I just went for it. There was no stopping it.

We looked at each other and then moved our attention towards the surrounding objects.

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It was nighttime. I couldn't stop thinking about Chanyeol. He didn't say anything after the kiss. I felt bad for some ambiguous reason...

Did he not like it? Did I make him uncomfortable? Why did I kiss him in the first place?...

I got up in the middle of the night. I was looking for something and I was about to do something.

I walked quietly into Baekhyun's room and opened his walk in closet. I found what I was looking for....

A luggage.

I wanted to clear my head.

I wanted to get away from everything.

I wanted to stop thinking about Chanyeol.

Even though I love him...

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I packed up all of my clothes and belongings. But suddenly, when I walked out of my room and downstairs, I found Baekhyun holding a note.

It was the note I supposedly wanted to leave as a goodbye note.

He looked sad.

"S-Sehun? What is this?" He asked sadly.

He looked up and widened his eyes when he saw my hand wrapped around the handle of the luggage.

I saw a tear fall down his cheek... I felt bad. But if I leave, and I stop thinking and loving Chanyeol, the two of them can finally be together.

Baekhyun got up from the sofa and ran towards me. He wrapped his long arms around my waist and leaned his head onto my shoulder.

"Please don't l-leave me alone. I was already left alone for years before I was able to see you again. And now you're going to l-leave me?" He cried aloud.

I soon felt a tear roll down my cheek. I let go of the luggage and hugged him back.

"I'll be back. I just need to clear my head. I just need a break from everything." For the first time, I was acting like the older brother.

No more acting aegyo. No more baby talk.

I pulled away from the hug and looked at him.

"I love you." I said as I grabbed my luggage and left the house.