I screwed everything up.....

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Jordan P.O.V

When I stood up and faced Ashley, it looked like she was looking at someone behind me, I turned around and saw a guy with tattoos holding a little girls hand smiling.

"Samuel" I heard Ashley whisper and walked a little closer to them, I was confused as hell, "Sam!" Ashley shouted a bit.

This Sam guy looked up and his facial expression changed to pure shock, "A-Ashley" he stuttered.

I was a little jealous........ They both looked at each other like they were he only two surviving in this world.

"Long time no see" Ashley half heartedly laughed, "y-yeah I guess, how are you?" Sam asked picking up the little girl.

"Oh me? I'm.... I'm okay..... Uhh Liam passed away and I now have a loving, supportive boyfriend, Jordan" she turns to me and smiles.

I walked up and wrapped an arm around her waist, "hello" I say smiling.

"Sup" he scans me up and down, probably judging me by the looks of it, I felt Ashley kiss my cheek making me blush a little.

"So.... How's this little one here" Ashley smiles at the little girl, Sam looks up ay Ashley giving her a guilty look.

"This is April" he smiles a bit looking at her, "I'm uhhh her father" he looks down onto the ground.

"Oh..... Well where and who is the girl?" she chuckles, Sam looks at Ashley.

Ashley P.O.V

Sam gave me a guilty look yet again, "I'm staring right at her" Sam muttered.

"Wait...... What? No Sa-"

"The couple you gave April to were my neighbours, in those couple of months of looking after her, they couldn't handle the pressure, they had a lot on there plate, like jobs, paying bills, they couldn't afford a baby sitter and some how they knew I was in a relationship with you also you being pregnant, so they told me to look after her...."

When Samuel finished, I felt Jordan let go of me, "Ashley is this true?" Jordan whispered.

"Jordan, let me explain plea-"

"No, how come you didn't tell me you were pregnant!?" Jordan shouted a bit.

"I was fuc- freaking 17 Jordan it's past now" I shouted back.

"Well to late now because you have a freaking daughter" he pointed at April.

I really don't want to fight Jordan in a public place, "Jordan I don't think this is a good time right now, let's go home and talk" I say holding his arm, but he yanked it away from me.

"No... I want to sort this out now and if we did go home you'll probably try and run away from the problem as well as maybe leave your daughter".

I lost it at that point, "NO DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT, I HAD A REASON TO GIVE HER UP, AND YOU DIDN'T THINK I WANTED TO? NO, I WAS YOUNG AND STUPID....... I ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE HER GROW UP AND WONDERED WHAT SHE LOOKED LIKE!" I shouted at Jordan as well as shoving him in some words I spat out.

"How dare you even say that....... Liam told me too give her to a trust worthy couple and I did, but I didn't know they were Sam's neighbours, I didn't want to tell you because this is what will happen, we fight and I'm fucking aware that I'm a mother now" my voice cracked.

"Well..... Ashley I think it's better off if you live with-"

"JORDAN NO-" I shouted, but he cut me off.

"HEAR ME OUT! I think it's better if you live with Sam and your daughter, you have a family now Ashley..... Now you think I didn't want to say this? No...... You have to forget about me and move on, goodbye Ashley" he kissed me one last time and walked off.

"Jordan..... Jor- JORDAN YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!" I broke down.

I'm such a screw up..... I screwed everything up...... My life is a train wreck.

A/n MEEEEEP sorry for lack of updates again..... To be honest I was planning on deleting this book...... But now I changed my mind.

Have. Groovy day, afternoon or night

Ranga out ^_^

#ripmars we have lost a fangirl in the CS fandom three days ago...... ;(

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