Inlove With My Gay Best Friend

Okay, Jay. Okay.

First of all, I just want to say that I have nothing against gay people. I have a friend who's gay and I absolutely adore him so please anyone, don't get offended. I know its a sensitive topic but my last story, "How To Make A Gay Guy Go Straight" was a hit and it got lots of positive feedbacks from you guys so I just want to use the same topic. Thank you so much for all the support- comments, votes and followers :) It really does make my day.

Btw this is all made up. NOT based on a true story.

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Inlove With My Gay Best Friend. 

Hello. My name is Sammie. I am 24 years old and I have a gay best friend called Jay. Here, I face my fears about love and realise how complicated it can be to learn to love someone. But I'm warning you now, this is not like your fairytale with a great happy ending.

This is anything but that.

7 years ago

He held my hand, staring at my gleaming brown eyes. I've always had a crush on him but he never noticed me in that way. To be honest, I doubt he even knew I existed. I had plenty of classes with him but to him I'm just another ordinary, boring girl that sits in class doing nothing- which is partly true.

'I love you.' He whispered in my ear. It sent me shivers that ran down my spine but before I could even say anything to him, he slowly planted kisses on my neck up to my li-

'WAKE UP, SAMMIE! YOU LAZY PIECE OF SHIT!'

I felt force on my face until I realised it was Jay, slamming pillows at me. I was confused for a moment, wondering where I was. My vision isn't all that great which sucks but as soon as I grabbed my glasses from my bed side table I was already about to jump onto Jay, screaming.

'No one wakes me up from a good dream with Aaron!' We fell onto the carpet, giving us both carpet burn. I was in pain whilst tackling him. We were both kicking and elbowing each other.

That's one of the things I loved about Jay. He was so fun to be around and he's the only person that can deal with my big, loud mouth. I can ramble on about pointless things but he's the only one that can catch up with what I say. Everyone else thinks I talk too fast about boring shit.

I managed to sit right on top of him and slam pillows on his face for doing it to me earlier too.

'It was so close! He was right there in my arms, kissing my neck up to my lips. But before that even happened, you really had to wake me up, didn't you?!'

'I'm sorry!' He mumbled, 'I didn't mean to snap you out of your fantasies. I just... want to talk.'

We both got up and he laid down on my un-made bed. I stared at him as I picked up all the pillows on the ground before chucking it at him to put back to its usual place. It seemed as though something was bothering him though. He played with his fingers with a contorted look on his face- he was also biting the sides of his cheeks which only meant he was nervous about something.

'Dude, are you okay?' I slowly walked closer, eventually laying down beside him. 'You should've just asked me for condoms. My mum's a doctor, so you know I have loads, right?'

He didn't reply.

'You got a girl pregnant, didn't you?' I sighed.

'WHAT?!' He exclaimed. 'No!'

'Then what's wrong?!'

It was silent. I could tell he was trying to force the words out of his mouth but for some reason, nothing came out.

'I'm gay.' He said, finally.

There was a moment of silence yet again, but to be honest I wasn't really all that shocked. It was pretty obvious. He's just so feminine- the way he talks, the way he walks, the way he looks at me. It's a shame really because he would've been a perfect boyfriend.

'I know.' I mumbled, turning my head to him.

'How?!'

'I spend 99.8% of the time with you, I think I'd start realising soon enough. Besides, it's really obvious. Although I love how masculine you pretend to be when you're around your parents.'

'I'm scared though.'

I grabbed onto his hand so that he'd stop picking the skin on the sides of his finger nails, 'Don't be.'

'What if my parents get angry? I'd hate to disappoint them.'

'They won't and I'm here to support you. I'll be here every step of the way.'

'Thanks Sammie.' He hugged me tightly, kissing me on the forehead, 'Don't worry. I will never, ever get a girl pregnant.'

Okay, Jay. Okay.