Why can't I be free?
Why am I experiencing this since I was Three?
I've always had this sharp and thin thread, slowly suffocating me.
I've always felt like I had something missing from me,
I had alot of people and yet, I was lonely.
Though we had money I was broken financially.
I never had a mission,
No ambitions.
No dream, No future
In front of me is a wound I cannot suture.
And now, I'm bleeding out.
I can feel my soul slowly dying out
and I know deep inside that I'm gonna die sad and alone.
I know that without a doubt.
Because everytime I look at the sky, There are no clouds.
There are enemies and fake friends that surrounds.
But you made it all different,
It's like you and I were imminent.
Two pieces of the same puzzle that were destined,
Meeting someone like you was more amazing than I imagined.
When I was with you,
The skies turned cloudy and blue.
When I'm with you,
I discovered the friends that were true.
When I was with you, I wouldn't mind waiting a year or two.
When I'm with you, I want you to know how much I loved you.
But the reality is, I can't be with you.
No matter how much I try we can't be together,
Even if I wait aslong as forever.
I'm never the one that you'll remember.
