Doing alright (John Deacon)

Part 8

"John what are you doing here?"
"Freddie I said I should come and get you. We couldn't get in these small streets with the tour bus, it's waiting 10 minutes away from here."
"You're here with the tour bus? I thought Freddie would borrow a car or something?"
"We're here with the bus."
"Oh my god", i said and slightly giggled.
"Anni I wanted to apologize."
"Now that you got what you wanted you're sorry?"
"Anni no. I went to your house on thursday evening, I wanted to talk to you but you weren't there."
"Are you serious?"
"...yes I am."
"I went to Brian's house because Freddie told me you guys met up there, but you were already gone", I said and slightly laughed.
He started to giggle too.
"I forgive you John."
He put both of is arms around my waist and pulled me closer. I looked at his lips, quickly gazed into his eyes before I closed mine and we kissed.
I missed him so much.
His lips were soft as always, and I knew I was home again.
He pulled his lips away.
"We gotta go now. Have you got all your stuff?" I nodded and gave him a last peck on his soft lips, before we grabbed my hand and we started to walk.

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We got into the bus, said hi to the bus driver who's name was tony, and then walked through a small sliding door. There I saw Freddie walking towards us.
"Anni! Darling how are you?"
"Well you know that", I said, "but I'm feeling a bit better."
"That's amazing. Your bed is there, but you can also just sleep back here!", Freddie said, pointing to one of those small beds before leading me into sort of a small room with two big sofas and a small kitchen. Brian and Ari were sleeping, Brian hugging her closely with his arms around her waist.
"Look at these cuties", Freddie said smiling.
"Where's Roger?", I asked.
"Still sleeping in his bed. Pam's in there too", Freddie said.
"Make yourself at home", Freddie said while opening up the fridge and looking for something to eat.
Deaky and I sat down on the other sofa and deaky put his arm around me.
I looked into his eyes and was about to kiss him, when I suddenly felt very sick again.
I got up, ran to the door with the toilet sign on it, closed the door, and threw up into the toilet.
Fuck off.
I sat down on the bathroom floor next to the toilet, leaning my head against the wall.
After a while I felt the bus starting to move, i threw up again.
A few minutes passed, before someone knocked on the door.
"Anni?"
It was Brian.
I felt tears coming up my eyes.
"Are you okay?"
I wish I could've said something, but I was so close to crying that no words would come out.
He opened the door.
It was him and John, standing there, looking at me sitting next to the toilet, about to cry and about to throw up.
"Anni what's wrong?", John asked with a worried look on his face.
I just started to cry.
"Can I talk to Brian for a second?"
John was confused, but left. Brian came in, closed the door, sat down and leaned against it.
"What's wrong Anni?"
"I've been throwing up the last few days, and I just-" I could barely talk.
"That's everything? Why don't you want to talk to John?"
"I want to, but I don't know how, because I don't want him to get - "
I could barely talk and I felt really dizzy.
"To get what? Sick too? But I can get sick?", he said slightly laughing.
"Brian I don't want him to get upset. Because I'm not actually sick, but I might be pregnant."
Brian raised both his eyebrows and said nothing for a few seconds.
"I mean you'll have to tell him at some point."
I leaned my head against the wall.
"Please just don't tell anyone. You and Freddie are the only ones who know about it."
He nodded. "You can talk to me if you need anything", he said as he got up and left the bathroom.
"Thank you Brian."
He smiled and closed the door as I got up and cleaned everything up.
When I walked back into the big room with the sofas, Roger and Pam were in there. Pam was sitting on Rogers lap.
"Shut up baby you're not funny", she laughed and gave him a peck on the lips.
John was asleep. I sat down next to him. Ari was asleep too, Brian was making himself a sandwich.
"Hi Anni", Pam said.
"Hi Anni, how are you?", Roger asked.
"I guess I'm doing alright", I lied. Brian turned around and looked at me with a look that said "I know you aren't but I'm not gonna say anything".
I snuggled up to johns side.
"You want a blanket?", Brian asked, I nodded and he threw one over to me.
I put it over John and me and after a few minutes I fell asleep.