Chances (COMPLETED FILIPINO)#RymSeries

Hazey Five

I CAN'T BELIEVE I made love with Dark in Drew's house

This is so embarrassing

I should be ashamed for myself, for not being shameless

"Are you gonna continue being a firefighter?" he asked while dressing me

"Well" I bit my lip when he slowly zipped the back of my dress

"Drivon and I talked last night, he informed me you're going to quit this week? This month?" he said unsure

Why would he talk to Drivon about me?

"I need to handle our family business" I sighed

"But you love your job" he stated

"I do, it also helped me a lot, but there are things in life I must give up," I said

"I'm one of those things" he pointed out the word

"No"

"You left me hanging and I hate myself for still wanting you"

Nakagat ko ang pang ibabang labi ko sa tinuran niya

"I have my reasons kung bakit kita iniwan---

"I don't need that right now, whatever that is" he coldly cut me off

He's done dressing me and now he's putting on my sandals

"Why do you keep on coming back in my life" he stood straight then stared directly into my eyes

"Tapos sa huli aalis ka lang?"

"Hindi ako aalis, I will still stay here in the city" I told him

"I missed your body" mapait niyang ngisi]

Lust, that's what he felt

"How about you, you're thirty five already, you said noon pag thirty five ka na" pagpapalit ko ng topic even though I'm one second close to crying

I felt disrespected but I know I wanted to feel him

"At twenty seven ka na may anak na dapat tayo?"

"What?" gulat na tanong ko

Ang age pala namin ngayon ay iyong plinanuhan namin noon na dapat may anak na kami

But that's not what I'm thinking

Naalala pala niya

"You said you'll take over the chains of hotels and restaurants owned by your parents as well right? Kapag thirty five ka na kasi gusto mo talagang i fulfill iyong pangarap mo na maging bombero" I smiled

"Yeah, Drew's going to take my place at the end of the month," he said

"Is it possible na magkita parin tayo kapag wala na tayo sa station?" I asked but he just gave me a sad smile

"Let's see, for now, I guess this day's a farewell"

"Dark I really wanna explain why I left, please hear me out" I pleaded

"I dragged you here not to explain"

"Mahal mo ako" taas noong sabi ko habang nakatitig sa mata niya

"You're wrong Hazey, it's your body that I missed"

"It's not just my body that you missed, it's me" I pointed out

I can feel it, he loves me, he still loves me

Pero bakit parang ayaw niya akong balikan?

Or he was just full of lust?

Why does it hurt so much