New Face || On Going•

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Athena's POV

They say beauty is a way of a woman's satisfaction. And I am agreeing to that.

Beauty gives a strong confidence to a girl. A way of a strong confidence to love and to be loved.

Beauty is a kind of thing that I literally want right now.

But I don't know if I'll ever have it.

I remember back then. I was bullied everyday they see me.

And I don't like taking pictures because I know that I look more horrible in pictures.

I am losing hope for becoming pretty.

I remember back then, my weight is the main problem in me.

I was bullied every single day of my life.

Every time they see me, they bully me. Even when I'm eating in the food stalls nearby our school.

Even when I am secretly eating my snacks on the playground, they still follow me like I am a famous artist!

(Well what I am explaining is the opposite of what really are happening to me. Yes I'm famous in our school but, not in a good way.)

I pity myself! SELF PITY!

I just... I just can't explain this pain.

But then there is the moment when I fought them and I unexpectedly won.

Even if I won, I will never be happy. Even a form of smile can't form at my face!

It's horrible and winning in a fight against them is making it worst. Because every time I won against them, they will fought back. Even stronger and even greater than I can do.

Winning the fight isn't what victims want. All they want is to stop being a victim. We just don't want to be victimised. Because we are humans too. We deserved to be loved, we deserved to be happy no matter how horrible our faces or body are.

Because of this unhappy thoughts, it makes me do the things that I can't believe I can do.

I want to have a diet. Because up until then, I thought I still had a chance to be beautiful. Because I heard that the best kind of makeover is to lose weight. So it pushed me to do some diet thingy. I rarely eat breakfast. And only run to school, saving my money. Because I don't need them anyways.

My mother is not agreeing to me.

She even said "You'll end up gaining weight again!" To me.

But those words won't stop me from trying.

And I didn't gain my weight back because I am so determined.

Everyone was so shock to my appearance.

And no one made fun of me FOR A WHILE, so I thought I finally became a normal student.

And then there was once I confessed my feelings to David. To the boy I liked...

"What is it you want to say?" He said annoyed.

"H-here. I made a list of questions that might come out on the exams.... I'm only giving it to y-you" I said handing him the papers while shaking.

"Why?" And then I started to shake more. I'm so nervous.

"B-because... I...I..I like you" I said looking at him.

He started to get angry. As if I said something wrong.

"What? Are you crazy?" He said angrily  but not shouting.

"What...What do you mean?"

What is he talking about?

"Hey ugly witch" he said as I looked at my back.

"I'm talking to you ugly witch" he said harshly and throwing the papers everywhere.

"Don't you know your nickname?" He said all annoyed.

"You're joking right? Tell me you're joking!" It hurts so much. He is completely full of himself. He Is completely annoyed to me like I was the worst person he had known.

"David—"

"Hey ugly witch! Don't ever tell anyone that you like me or else!" He said walking off, kicking a piece of paper on the ground.

It is the worst.

I feel like dying.

I was so broken.

I was so shock, that my hands are froze.

I never..end up being pretty.

My life is the worst. I'm tired of being like this. I want to be beautiful even once. I never got to lead a normal life.

Its just unfair. So, so unfair. I can't even love like everybody else. Because...I'm a ugly witch.

I just want to commit suicide. I'm about to jump on the bridge but this woman stopped me. This woman persuade me to continue my life and to be grateful of who I am.

SO I REALISED I WAS WRONG.

I REALISED I STILL HAVE A CHANCE.

As to this, the woman hugged me and said "continue on your journey, I will be back for you."

I said "thank you" and she took her leave.

Thanks to her, I had the chance to be beautiful like any other girls.

Hi cutiiees! Soo this is the first part of the New Face! Yeeyyy!!🎉😆. I just wanna say thank you for trusting my book cover and of course thank you for reading this! And as the tag said and as the cover has said, this is a kdrama inspired story. Its just because that this drama is my favourite so I decided like why not? I would like to apologise if I ever had a grammar error. Please forgive me. Hehezz. And I hope you will be with me until the very end.

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