Long Distance Love [a Niall Horan fanfic]

Chapter 12

Back at the house I had a a million things running through my mind at once. Did he just tell me he loves me? Did I just tell him that I love him!? Am I crazy??? Im fifteen, almost sixteen. I have known this guy for two days and I told him I love him and that I would be his girlfriend!! This is crazy. I am crazy. Completely CRAZY. Ugh but I am crazy about him as well. I guess I am all around crazy. Why do I keep saying crazy? I open the door of the house trying to act normal and casual as if nothing had even happend. "Where did you go?" my dad confronted me instantly "just around the neighborhood. He showed me around and stuff" "Sounds lovely" my mom gave my dad a glare. She knew I was insecure and only wanted me to feel better about myself and if this boy was the way to do it then she was fine with it. "well Im going to go wash up for dinner" I said with a half smile rushing back up to my room. I had to text Serena.

"Serena.. am I nuts? I just told him I love him and he told me he loves me. Im his freaking GIRLFRIEND now"

She relpied instantly "OH MY GOSH! I am so happy for you! Who cares!? If you really care about him even after a few days you obviously know you were meant to be! OMG your first boyfriend.. your first kiss! Im screaming! x"

"hahaha. I just feel like this is silly I mean he lives all the way in Ireland. Im only going to see him for two weeks. What do I do?" I start to feel a few warm salty tears stream down my face and stop at my lips for a moment and then continue to make their way down. All of this is setting in and I am full on sobbing now. Why was I doing this? Why did I have to meet him?

"DONT you dare question yourself. Your going to end up breaking your heart. Live these two weeks like they are forever. He cares about you and you obviously care about him, stop crying because I know you are. Chin up and remember the boy who loves you and thinks you are beautiful"

I laugh and wipe my tears away. Am I that predictable? "Thanks babe, you always know what to say x" I put my phone down on my bed, calm myself down and am about to leave my room when I hear tapping outside. I run over to the window and to my suprise there is Niall scaling my house! "Niall what the hell are you doing!? I yell half whispering "He made his way to the top grunting before he answered "I missed you." are you kidding me. The tears start to come down my face again as I give a little chuckle and look away. He grabs the windowsill to steady himself and I turn back around hoping I dont look as miserable as I feel. His warm soft hand reaches over to my cheek and wipes the tears from my eyes. Hopping into my room he caresses my face "Why are you crying beautiful girl?" "I dont want to loose you. When I leave here in two weeks I wont ever see you again!" I cry full on again and he wraps me in his strong loving arms. I feel so safe and like nothing could ever tare us appart. "I wont ever let that happen" he replies softly rubbing my back. His hands reach to take off my glasses but I pull my face away. "Whats wrong?" "Oh I dont like the way I look without my glasses" "Let me see" he said curiously. I cautiously pull them off and my bangs fall into my face. I gave a little smirk and he reached out and put them behind my ears. His already big smile got even bigger. He looked down at the ground and gave me a quick kiss. "Your beautiful no matter what. Dont forget it babe." As swiftly as he entered he was gone and I was without him again. I smiled at the remarkable things that had just occured. Why cant these few days last forever?