The End Is Not the End

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That razor by your wrist, what will you solve by using it? Most likely your parents care about you more than you think. You might not think so, but it would hurt them to see you lying somewhere, bloody and cold, not able to even say goodbye. And there is always the possibility that you have a friend somewhere, a person at school who wants to see you again, even when you are at your loneliest, there will always be someone who will miss you. Maybe it is the person you wave to on your way home from school, or the person across the street. You know that guy on Facebook you friended, you are the only friend he has, and if you took away your life from him, he too will use a razor, cause you might not know it, but you are the only reason he is still alive. You might think that hanging yourself will solve your problems, but what about when your mother walks in the room, and sees you dangling there, cold and stiff? She might get drunk, and forget to feed you, or not care about you at all, but seeing something like that can scar a person. And make them realize what they had, and how it was too late to fix the connection that was broken by booze. Or it might be you who thought that she was uncaring, when she was a little too busy to do some things that you wanted to do, like hang out or even talk once in a while. She might be trying to support you and your brothers and sisters, by herself, by working two jobs. She probably has no help, and loves what she does, because it is for you and your siblings. But you dont understand that, because you dont talk to her, and when you end it all, she will go on blaming herself, and really stop caring whether your siblings eat or go to school. She might even end her own life, and where will your siblings end up? You see, when you kill yourself, the people around you are hurt more than you might think. The people who raised you will be hurt moreso than the people at school, or it could be the other way around! The point I am trying to make is, when you commit suicide, it doesnt help in any way. It makes things worse for the people around you. And it gives other people reason to talk trash about you in negative ways. Like, "He couldnt handle it, so he took the pussy way out" or "She must have been weak, she killed herself by overdosing on her moms pain medication". There are alternatives to suicide. Like not doing it at all. 

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