When I met Mr. Gemini ♥

Mr. Gemini, my puppy love.

Grabeee, nahirapan siyang magreminisce ng past niya.

PANO MAY MEMORY GAP :)))

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Way back then, when I was 2nd year high school.

But first of all let me ask you this question? Do you know how it feels when you were inlove at a young age?

The so called PUPPY LOVE.

PUPPY LOVE is like sipping on your favorite lemonade, its good because you may want more.

First, I want to introduce my self, I'm Jane . Hahaha! I'm not allowed to narrate my whole life here. Instead I'll just give you a glance on it. So here it goes.

It was our first day of school. I have a new set of classmates so I'm very shy  to say  'Hi' 'Hello' or even smile to them, no one dares to talk to me and I don't want to talk to them either. That's me !  Someone should hit it first before I respond. The atmosphere ? There was strange aura that surrounded the room, maybe because of my classmates, they're crazy, but not literally. I can tell by the looks that they're rebellious and very naughty. So, I carefully chose my friends and people to talk to.

First teacher, Ms. Angeles, our adviser. She told us to introduce ourselves to the class and asked to arrange our seats in alphabetical order. And she became my favorite teacher ever. And so it goes....

There's this guy , who really caught my attention. I don't want to give his real name , let's call him Gemini.

I started to like him .

Let me do the honor to describe him. He's simple yet smart. He had a killer smile, he smiles perfectly for me.  He is not like our other classmates, he is neat and nice, very nice indeed. What I really liked about him was being active in class. Honestly, I do have crushes, those guys who are smart. That's it! And Gemini , I always admire him (but not until today).

Many says that we could make a good couple. I just told them , We're too young, and my parents are strict. So its forbidden, study is the priority with crossed fingers behind. As the months passed, I learned the secrets of my friends. One thing  that made my palms go straight to my face is THEY ALSO LIKE MR. GEMINI o_o

My heart panicked. What should I do? My friends? Aren't they traitors? But they are my only close friends here. And I concluded that I cannot blame them for doing such thing because Gemini is very friendly. Thats why many girls might fall for him including me. In the end of the day, I'm contented just staring at him and having a little chit chat with him with only important matters. But what I didn't notice, the feelings worsened.

I have this close friend named Lyka (not a real name), she started to tell me stories about her and Gemini sharing precious moments together. So the tendency? I was very jealous, though I'm giving her my fake smiles in reply to her stories. She's my great competitor evah! Everytime I went to school, my goal was to be the best in class to prove Lyka that I was far much better than her. I wanted to tell right on her face, that she is no match to me and its impossible for Gemini to like her because she's pale and thin. I always recited, I got high scores in exams and quizzes just to caught his attention. Hoping that he'd like me for being best in class. Nothing changed in the end.

This time I can call myself very obsessed. In fact, I composed songs for him and make love letters for him. Not knowing that Lyka is doing the same. I became angry, simply because of what she's doing. I kept my distance to Lyka.

One day, we're reviewing for our NAT (National Achievement Test) . I write 2 letters for him. One is a letter written in Japanese language and the other one is in Filipino. Those letters is intended for the real confession about what is growing bigger inside my heart. And then, what I feel everytime when girls flirting with him (I think!). I really hate it, I wanted to warn them to stay away from him. Am I that selfish? Hahaha.

I gave the letter which is in Japanese language, actually I don't know how to speak in it. I have this book Nihonggo dictionary , and that made it. Funny, I don't even know if it correctly stated all the thoughts. And if you asked me what is the purpose of the Japanese (love) letter? Hahaha. You'll laugh hard if you know, so better not to worry about it.

So this is it, I really handed over the Japanese (love) letter to him. When he started to open it. I became confused of what I had done. So, I quickly grab the letter but he won't let me. The scene is, I hold his hands tightly to free the letter and he also hold my one hand to stop me from getting the letter. And we both stop, the whole class looked at us with the'whats-with-you-guys' look. They started to tease us, that we're having LQ (love quarrel). Luckily, our assigned teacher for the review hasn't arrive yet and the letter was in unreadable state. I go back to my seat and I feel very embarassed about what happened. That time I told my self to lessen the feelings I have for Gemini.

I went home and straightly to the comfort room to cry silently. :''(

After that incident. I controlled myself and my heart. I formally talked to everyone as if nothing happened and as if I'm rebooting myself. Yeah! What a great pretender.

That time , SLUMBOOK was very trending. Hahaha! I immediately buy a new notebook, wrapped it with Hello Kitty cover. And as the owner I fill up first the informations. Of course , I have to answer the 'never-ending'  WHO IS YOUR CRUSH? & WHO IS YOUR 1ST LOVE? Since I don't want to reveal the name, I wrote it in alien language :) Hoping that no one will understand who could that be. But my friends are really hard headed , they're the one who wrote the name as a translation. Psssh! Kfine, if that would make them happy. But before I give the slumbook to Gemini , I covered up the translation of the name. Just to make sure.

Oh my ! This is it for Mr. Gemini's turn to sign on my slumbook. That day is what I'm waiting for, because I will know a little of him and may even more ♥♥♥

When he returned the slumbook. I read it agad-agad. And kyyyyyyaaaaaaaahhhhh!! I was like this ♥_________♥ 

at first and but to my disappointment  -_______-

Who is your crush:‏ قحشىم <its in arabic letters>

What the fudge? How will I supposed to know. If its me. Hahahaha! Assuming ME. I shared it with friends and they help me to convinced Gemini to tell who's the lucky girl. Honestly, I'm telling myself that it would be no need cause I know myself. :DDD

He then surrender and tell the name of the girl,  ****.

At first, we don't believe him because we taught that he's just inventing names. After that, he approached us that he's not joking. He challenged us to face the girl, he told us what section is she in and the whole name. The next day, were in the front door of the classroom of section **. We looked for the girl , and the guy who are we talking to shouted to call the girl. So its confirmed, as soon as the girl arrived I already hide. I see the girl and sighed.

"Awww, she's pretty :(( " I told myself.

I'm so sad that day, my friends cheered me up and encouraged me. They told me that I was smarter than her, she had a black something on her teeth. But they failed. That's clear! She's much better than me.

This would be my second time  to give up, bro! I quit. I should face another stage of my life. I should proceed. As the sayings quoted "There's many fish in the sea."

Hahaha. Goodbye Gemini. If ever our paths meet again , that would be destiny. Anyways, thanks for putting an effort to attend on my 18th birthday and giving me chocolates :) I appreciated it alot.

In addition to that, the answer to your question would be a YES، SURE.

Wanna know what the question is??? Its..

"Can I be your PRINCE ?"