Almost Easy

The truth hurts the most

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Midge, Kenna, Weds, Linds, Charles and I decided to spend the day out in the town. Zackys in the studio so naturally I have Lilly.

We decideed we despretly needed to go shopping.

And were hungry.

"So girls I need your opinions on this." I look at Lilly who's happily munching away on her French Fries.

Gosh she looks like her daddy. 

"Whats up?" They all say at the same time.

"I know it's wrong but I was looking threw Zackys phone and found various text messages from him to Gena and Gena to him. I know he was free to date whoever when we were separated. But why is he still talking to her now that were back together?"

"Because he's a no good two-timing idiot, and if you need me to kick his arse in gear I will. But no. Maybe it's not him, maybe Genas trying to start trouble." W says.

"Maybe its because theres always something about the first, you know? Not that  you guys are back together, he loves you but he's reminded of what it was in Gena that he was attracted to, and maybe he can't get it out of his head."

I just look at Charles and spin my engagement ring. She has a point, but would he really throw away years and me and his daughter to have some money grubbing whore? That does nothing but sit on her ass all day and just spend, spend, spend his money?

I fight back unwelcome tears as my eyes start to water.

Breaking the Silence Kenna Chirps in.

"Maybe she was the one who texted him first? And he just didn't want to be rude. You know Zacky he's not one to be mean."

Everyone including me glared at her.

"...I..I would talk to him. It's never good to assume. I bet he has a good reason for it."

"Maybe they are still friends or something like that." 

"Well gee thanks Max, it's comforting knowing he's still friends with his beautiful ex when were suppose to be getting married."

"I-" Linds cuts her off.

"I would totally confront Zacky about his texts to Gena. See if he would have a reasonable answer to why he's still talking to her before flipping out on him." 

"Maybe you guys are right. But I can't help but feel hurt. I love this man. We get married Saturday. I don't want a marriage built on lies. If he can't be faithful to me then, I don't want to be a Baker-Vengeance."

"Daddy." Lilly says, I smile at her.

"Yeah baby well go see daddy soon."

"No. Daddy." She points behind me."

I follow her point. There's Zacky my eyes widen he heard every word we've said. 

His arms are crossed. I've never seen him so pissed.

"Zacky..."

"What the hell? You were looking at my phone?!"

"I didn't mean to, it was just there it dinged and I check it. I can't believe that you are still texting her!"

"It doesn't matter, you shoud respect my privacy!"

"You were texting Gena!! Why?!"

"Because her and I are still Friends! You always take everything the wrong way."

well how the hell does he want me to take everything, when I have everything to lose? Not funny.  I think to myself.

"But why are you still friends with her Zachary? I am not friends with my exs."

"Because we decided to clean the slate between us and move on. I do not want to get back with her and she knows that."

I look at Lilly who looks upset and the other girls are looking at their plates.

"Do you love me?"

"Of coarse I do. What kind of question is that?"

"It's the one that's going to help determine if were still getting Married Saturday or not." The girls gasp.

"Oh really?"

"Really." I place my hands on my hips.

"Okay then. The wedding is off!"

My eyes widen not expecting that reply.

"What..."

"Daddyyy!" Lilly fusses.

"I am not going to marry someone who doesn't trust me at all."

The girls get up taking Lilly with them to the play place giving us privacy. I don't know how much privacy you can get in the mall but privacy none the less.

"It's not you I don't trust! It's the conniving bitch I don't trust."

"I understand babe." He sighs.

"You have to understand how I feel babe...I didn't mean to go threw your phone. But when her named popped up I just had too. So to say i'm jealous, yea I am jealous! You're the best thing i've had for ten years. She gave you up. Now it's my turn. We've known each other for years. I just don't want to throw it all away...because of some money grubbing whore like Gena."

I move closer to him.

"I just wanted things to be cleared up between us. Make things right and move on. But if it makes you feel better I will delete her from my phone and life forever."

"Well answer me this...if roles were reversed and Jayvon and I were the ones texting and you found out, wouldn't you be upset? And if the circumstances arrived...Could you stop yourself from sleeping with her?"

"Yes, I could stop myself from sleeping with her. Because I am devoted to you now, you will be my wife soon. As for the roles being reversed, I would trust you completely."

I open and close my mouth a few times, not sure of what to say to that...

"See caught you off guard. I have matured now and I am ready to make things right and move on to the future. You and Lilly are my future."

I don't say anything. I just go up to him and wrap my arms around his neck my hands in his hair. I kiss his lips passionately.

"Zachary Baker. I love you so much. You turely amaze me. And I am sorry that I accused you even thou I didn't say it, of you cheating with Gena. I am so sorry, I still want to marry you Saturday if you want to marry me still?"

He holds me close.

"It is okay baby, I forgive you and yes I still want to marry you Saturday. I love you sweetheart."

"I love you to Baker."

I kiss his lips again as Lilly runs over to him.

"Daddddyyyy!"

he smiles and bends down picking her up.

"Hey princess."

"Daddy." She kisses his still tender nose.

He chuckles.

Well, I am glad the girls gave me advice, and it seems that my family is going to get stronger...well for now. What happens at the wedding on Saturday, Is what I am not expecting...

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So there is chapter 3. I am going to go work on chapter four tonight. I will try to make it longer. I would like to thank my girls! Linds, Kenna, Charles, and Weds for helping me write this as well as my sister Stephie for helping play Zacky over in my head to make him perfect.