Wrong life (Chris brown bully story)

My love

( I know the picture in the mm has nothin to do with the book buttttt I like it so I don't really care)
And I read over these parts, and they sound awful😂 but yal keep asking for an update and yal keep voting for this story so imma update. Not regularly tho cuz I'm to lazy, once again.
But I've gotten better with how I write my things so this chapter should sound better. And mind you I started this book in 5th grade😭 now I'm in 9th soo imma do better.

Tayah P.O.V

I'm so upset with myself.

How could I just let him go?

This is all my fault.

I can't do anything right.

This is probably why he bullied me in he first place.

Because he could sense my lack of knowledge and failure.

Here I am in my room contemplating myself and my decisions. I put so much stress on to myself, it's so unnecessary. All I wanted to do was to be honest.

Let me get up and try to be productive today. I go to the bathroom and do my daily routine. I soon hear my phone ringing. I look at the caller I.D and it's my mom.

"baby, make sure you pack up this week. We'll be leaving next Thursday."

"Ok mom, I gotchu."

"Alright sweetie, just calling to make sure, I love you."

"I love you too Ma."

I ended the call and continued to get ready. I was just feeling very gloomy today, so I decided to go shopping! That makes a girl happy. Right? I guess I can just shop to make myself feel better.

These panties look cute.

Ohhh no what about this shirt?

Wait. I like these pants too.

THESE SHOES ARE TOO FY-

"Excuse me mam, but I was wondering if you could help me decide on what to buy for a girl I'm interested in?" I turned around seeing someone I wasn't expecting.

"August?" Now I know damn well this ain't- cute.

"Tayah? I really didn't know you were here."

"Uh yea, but what did you want?" In reality, I really didn't feel like fooling with August right now. I'm still mad about how he treated me.

"Look since I'm here. Lemme explain myself. Please?"

"I guess. Speak"

"Ok so the only reason I said what I said was because of what Chris told me."

"Wha-"

"Lemme finish. So he told me that you didn't really care about me and just talked to me cause I was friends with him and you was scared of him so you used me to help with your fear of him."

Nigga what?

"I'm sorry I believed him. I know it stupid of m-"

"You damn right it was stupid of you!" I whispered yelled to him.

"I've been there for you since the beginning of high school and this is how you treat me? You go against our trust we made and turned against me." My eyes started to water. This is someone I went to about all my problems. He knows everything!

"Tay I know I'm sorry."

"Stop saying your sorry and mean it." I said wiping a tear that had slipped.

"Just please give me one more chance. I've been thinking a lot lately. I notice how I've been acting towards you, and it's wrong. I've realized what I've been missing and I'm willing to fix it." He begged with pleading eyes.