A day passed by and I know what to do and what to say..
I let my dad walk me to school. We were having an awkward silence..
Then, he clears his throat before making sure "Are you really going to?"
I turn to him and smile "Maybe.. I know its too early but maybe"
You dont know? I'll give you a flashback.
==Flashback==
I arrive home and saw my dad with Onew.
"Oh! Onew-ssi! Annyeong!" I smile at him and bow..
"Oh! Annyeong!" He gave me a smile And a bow. My dad turned to me with a sad smile
"Onew is going to Canada!" And with that I knew I was happy but leaving so soon?
"Wae?" I ask Onew with a sad look. "You know why.." He told me with a look
"Ohhh~ your going with your girlfriend?" I coo and he laugh whilst charmingly!
"So your girlfriend.. Let me meet her" I told him. "Maybe next time.. Im sure you'll be shock" and an 'oh!' left my mouth.
"So.. Can I come to Canada with you and your girfriend?" That sudden question shocked me and of course, them. Even I can't believe that I would ever say that.
"What??" Onew almost yell right in my face.
"Yeah.. I wanna go back to Canada!" I told him after reassuring even myself that I need to do this.
"Uhmmm.. OKay! I'll arrange the tickets tomorrow" Onew said.
==End of Flashback==
"Yes dad. Im sure.. Im very sure" I assured him with a smile. Silence wraps us again and afew minutes we arrive school. I said my goodbye and he left.
I went straight to the so-called-headquarters for EXO-FC Fangirls. And I open the door to find Lee Rae Som, Amanda and the five girls.
They were shock except for Rae Som whose already wearing a smirk. "Yin Shee-ah why--" She approach me. Ready to touch me but I slap her hand away.
"Dont touch me. You sick liar" I told her. She was shock and so-where the five girls. I didn't bother looking at Race cauz her shadow even tells me she's smirking.
"What?" She lowered her head. "You know what I mean Amanda" I told her. I heard her sob and I heard her apologize.
"I hate you for pretending to be my friend but I hate you more because you were acting like it's just me and myself you wanted to be friends with. But you used me--" I stopped when I felt something sting in my heart and mind.
A tear drop fell in the floor. Amanda was crying. Her tears felt honest and true.
"Yes I acted.." I felt angry ready to slash her to pieces but I can't. I raise my hand ready to slap her but ".. At first. I like you eversince you introduced me to First Class. Maybe it doesn't mean so much to you. And from that time, I know I really like to be your true frie--" She ceases.
Because I hug her. Tears fell down. "Just Continue.. pleasee" I beg. "Even the president whom Im close with never even introduced me to EXO-FC boys. Even you introduced me to Krystal."
She hugged me back, "Im sorry for acting. And back then, I wanted you to suffer. All I know was you were a slut. That what came from the president's mouth. But, when I was with you more.. I knew that you weren't what I thught you were. And I was one of the lucky person who didn't get a slap from you" We laughed whilst crying.
"Im so sorry Yin Shee. I was very happy to see you smile eventhough Ji Eun and Chen told you that they were already together." I broke the hug and smile at her.
I wipe my tears and so did she. "Sooo much dramas! Im going.." Race stopped walking after she opened the door. "And for more info.. Kai already accepted for our marriage" She looked at me and smirk. Then she walked out.
I felt my eyes burn and Amanda held my arm. "Yin Shee.. Im sorry--" She stopped after I face her. "Your eyes are turning red" She said. "It's because of the tears." I excused.
"And Ms Yin Shee.." I turn to look at the five girls. "We were positive yesterday that we don't want you to be hurt. And were sorry" The girl in the front said. I smile at them and I was gonna walk out when Amanda held my arm again.
"I'll come with you" I turn to look at her and nod my head. "So how are you and Kai? You almost knew what love was" She asks me out of nowhere. "Almost is never enough. And that's in a song. Well, You already know.." I told her. "What are you planning to do? Talk to him?" She asks me while tilting her head.
"Im flying back to Canada this week" I said and I felt her stopping her tracks. "Mwo?" She asks me. "Im flyin back to Canada. I can't take this pressure. I still need to graduate without losing my head"I laugh but she didn't.
"And you think leaving; would make any difference? Leaving your problems here, Leaving your friends, and Leaving everything here in Seoul??" She almost yell at me.
"Im just gonna take a break for a few months. I won't leave those problems. I won't let my friends face those problems alone. But.." I stopped. Amanda was annoyed ready to talk but I continued before she could.
"...I need to be strong and to stop crying. I need to change. My eyes are getting swollen and it's not good for me cauz I can't see so much."
"Your already strong. Your not a crybaby okay? They're just giving you problems to face. But the Lord didn't give us problems we can't solve araseo? All of them! You can face all those problems. Even with us.. Your friends. Your not the only one Yin Shee, were here for you" I was touched yet I couldn't decide.
We were silent. Me; Finding meaning to everyword she said.
"Im sorry. I have to.. Im scared.." A tear roll down my face while I lowered my head. "You think your the only one? Us! Your friends. We dont want you hurt.. We know leaving would be good for you but.. We dont want you leaving. When is your flight?" She asked me.
"I dont know yet." I told her with a smile. "Who are you with?" She asked me. "Why with the questions?" I ask her almost ready to giggle.
"Just answer my question" Her voice was sweet but her face was damn serious. "Onew. My fiance. But, he already has a girlfriend he loves so much that its like he can't live without her. Our wedding was off days ago. And of course, I fell under Kai's charm that time already" I told her. She was blushing I dont know why o.O???
"Wae? Why are you blushing?" I ask. She change her face to a chirpy mood and held my arm. 'Nothing. Let's go to class. I mean you in yours and me to mine!" She said while pushing me closer to the stairs.
"Im not allowed to go to class anymore" I told her. "Wae?" She ask. "Since Im going to Canada. Im gonna transfer there. And seeing there faces will kill me. It would only hurt me seeing there reaction after knowing that Im going back to Canada--" I stop talking after seeing the person who just came down from upstairs.
"K..Kai~" I mutter while staring at him. "D..Did you? Hear that?" I ask him loud enough for him to hear me. "I heard it all" And it's like time stopped.
I hope I'll forget about you Kai. I hope.
---------------==A/N==-----------------
They almost knew what love was~ But Almost is never enough..
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