Starting Line

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Here we are, back at the start, and I'm not sure how long I can keep falling apart. I mean, how many times can you keep getting held back, and not end up having a panic attack.
Look, I'm not blaming you, or him. Even though the light at the end of the tunnels looking far darker than dim. But every single time, I start to feel a little alright, you bring it up and then, it's back to a suicide.
Yes of course that was a joke I'll lie. I tried asking for help once or twice. But see you won't care. You'll act like I'm not even there.
I truly want to say "I'm fine" without having to lie. But my cracks are coming to the surface, and maybe I've missed the worse hit.

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