The time I was in love with him now I'm married to him.

Part 6: Keeping things with us a Secret (Part 8).

[Still] ~ Yoongi's Pov:

Kookie: "I don't want this moment with you to ever end."

Yoongi: "So are you saying we can finally do this?"

Kookie: "Yes I'm ready."

Once he says this he surprises me again with a soft kiss because I didn't think he would kiss me at this exact moment.

But either way I love when he kisses me he seems to enjoy it and if kissing me makes him happy then I'm happy as long as he is happy and smiling.

Once he kisses me he pulls away and looks into my eyes as I lift his leg up to get a better position.

So I can insert my member in more comfortably and make it less painful for him.

As I'm holding his leg up I gently but slowly insert myself into his hole making him squeeze his eyes shut.

As the tip of my member is finally in he has his hands over his face and he's unable to look at me.

While he's like this I regret everything that I'm doing right now.

Because if he's crying I will never be able to forgive myself for what I've done.

As I continue to think these things I quickly take my member out of him and all I am worried about is him right now.

As I continue to see his hands over his face I gently grab his hands and intertwine his fingers with mine causing him to finally look at me.

But as he's looking at me he has tears in his eyes which makes my heart break into a million pieces.

Yoongi: "No Nooo please don't cry I'm sorry why didn't you tell me to stop?"

Kookie: "I didn't want to upset you.."

Yoongi: "You would never upset me I just don't want to be the cause of you crying or being in pain..Your well being means more to me than anything."

Kookie: "I'm okay baby I'm fine."

Yoongi: "Obviously you're not because you have tears in your eyes."

As I'm freaking out and worring about him he puts his hands on my face and looks into my eyes.

He then kisses me softly which makes me smile and look into his eyes.

Kookie: "Baby I'm fine!"

Yoongi: "B-But.."

Before I could finish what I was going to say he cuts me off again.

Kookie: But nothing I'm fine it just hurt alittle that's all."

Yoongi: "Why didn't you tell me instead of scaring me like this?"

Kookie: "Because I was in such shock of the feeling I couldn't speak."

Yoongi: "Do you want to continue or just forget about it?"

Kookie: "We both want this so let's continue this."