My Story

chapter 1

hyrein

Breath. In. out. You can do it

I slowly step out of the limo, onto the red carpet.

Im dressed in a baby pink , frilly dress, with a gold ribbon tied at the back.

Cutsy. Perfect for the adorable maknae. Said my manager when he picked this out.

Immediately im blinded , by the bright lights and flashes of cameras.

Hyrein, HYREIN! Maknae !

Interview? You look stunning! I love you, your amazing!

I smile and wave to the crowd. The next 3 members step out of the limo.

we start walking down the red carpet to our seats, closely followed by the paparazzi.

I start to sweat. 

I have a  mental problem. Doctors say it's the worse case they've ever seen.

I take 2 doses of tablets , but there are times in a day where I feel like it isn't enough.

Mina, puts her arm around me.

It dosen't help, but I appreciate the effort.

Other than my manager, who took me to the hospital, I have only told my 3 best friends aka the girl group members, about my condition.

They try to help, but it isn't always easy. You can't empathize with a person unless you have experienced it your self.

They don't have any mental problems. They were made for the stage, unlike me who was made for the dump.

Introverted,shy. They are all words that describe me.

Yet, no one knows the addition to the library of words describing me.

And that is crazy.

Before the debut

'hyrein! where are you?'

'she's probably weeping at the dumpster' a girl snikers

'she's so fake' another girl replies

I had no friends.

Music was the only thing I had to keep me going. I kept to myself in school and in most public meets.

But,I got selected as a trainee for **** company.

Im good at singing and dancing, but I hadn't made any friends.

Execpt for 1 girl named la-ra (a/n group member)

Both of us were the introverts in the company, and we both had to do some special training, for interviews and public speaking.

I was lonely. I was scared ,so I turned to the only person I had left. Myself.

I would go for hours on end talking to myself in the mirror.i'd talk about my problems and my dreams. it was kind of crazy but, atleast she(i)  listened. I felt as if  half  the pressure was taken of my shoulders.

But slowly , the girl in the mirror turned cold.

She started saying mean things and I couldn't get her to stop.

She bugg me during practice ,beacause of which my performance dropped mounds.

I started trying to fight her outside the safe enclosures of my room, because she didn't mind coming out in public. I'd start talking to myself trying to get her to shut up. 

she never did.

But , I came across as crazy.

One day, the manager , at the dead of night, called and me and took me to the mental hospital.I felt like a wreck in the room. everyone looking at me like i was an alien. someone different. someone  that they couldn't comprehend.

There, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia

2 doses of tablets a day, with conseling

I got better .  A lot better.

Which is why they allowed me to debut

The groups name is yinyang

We are 4 members: la-ra, mina,emi, and me, hyrein

A/N: hey guysss!

Its taehyungs birthday so I thought I would start a taehyung fanfic

I know he dosen't appear in the chapter, but we will be seeing a lot more of him soon

Gamsahamnida. Thank you for reading .