My Daring Clementine

Broken again.

Marlon was dead. It seems impossible and unbelievable at the same time. Lilly is dead. Every enemy is dead now. No any other words for anything that happened. There was only blood left. Only bloody handed people. Everyone was teared apart. What could they do? Watch the rain all over? The school was..it was...everyone looked at me. I didnt know.
"Clem....clem...clem" i heard a voice. Everything was foggy. That name must've been only in my mind. I'm no longer Clem. I raised a murderer. But he's the only one i have left.
"Clem...clem..clem" and i black out. I didn't even remember where i was then. All i knew is that someone was carrying me despite the fact that i have no longer weapons to defend myself. Where am i?
I suddenly wake up in my dorm. It was Minnie's dorm. Oh..poor Violet. She might miss her so much. I was powerless. I just looked through the window. Then i hear the door opening. It was Louis. But where's A.J? Where is he? Did they do anything to him?

Louis: Calm down. Calm down. You blacked out 2 hours ago. We hoped you'd only recover. I guess...they...just..never mind

Me: Where's A.J?

Louis: i dont...know...i really don't.
...
Louis: you saved my life.

Clem: so did you... i want you to know that...

Louis: yeah. It's fine. A life for a..life?

Me: yeah. I guess.

Louis: We need to go

Me: yeah. Dont we?

Louis: this place is fucked up. Now we no longer have a chance. We need each other more than we ever did.

Me: i...

Louis: it's okay. You seem hurt

Me: i bet they caught me.

Louis: you know...it feels pointless. I hoped it will all go away one day. No more walkers. No more danger. No more things to fear of. I will just miss this place like i never did before. I just hope everything will come back to normal in a few days. You know...I grew up here. I grew up with all of these people. Now some of them are gone. What are we supposed to do, to say?

Clem: Im not sure. I just hope...

Then we both hear a knock in the door. It was AJ. He looked overwhelmed and i could see a smile on his face. I bet he was happy. Goofball...like I was a sweet pea. He looked so innocent despite the fact that he killed Marlon. I was in danger. He knew what he had to do. He s not a murderer. Not for me. Not for them. He is one of my saviour...

Aj: hey clem..

He hugs me

Me: hello my goofball. Are you hurt? Are you feeling good?

Aj: just as usual. I wanted to draw with Tenn but...

Louis: It's fine. Let's be thankful that you two are good

Aj: clem would you go outside with Me? Please?

Clem: No problem-

Louis: Clem. I higly recommend you to  get well and after that..we will see. Let's go Aj. I will play with you this time.

Aj: clementine...do we need to leave?

I was just looking at Louis. He looked at me with a sad face.

Me: i guess so..we are no longer safe here.

Aj: Where are we going?

Me: i am not so sure. But it s for the best goofball

Aj: i would have been nice if i knew where we are going. I'm scared

Then I remember that day when Aj wasnt born and his mum was still alive. When we needed to move on with Kenny and Katjaa, Lilly and Carly. Now i hate to think i killed Lilly... And Lee...I hate to think about that.

Me: A.J. we need to be strong. We are powerful enough if we leave now.

Louis: clem s right A.J.

And they left the room,Louis giving me a cute smile.
I could just hear Louis singing "Oh my darling Clementine" in the room next to mine. Amazing. I remember how i followed the music to find A.J. 2 days ago...
I knew I couldn't stay longer in this bed, so I got up and I took A.J s drawings. I looked at Tenn's. I also took it. I was wondering, is that the place where I d really go after i die? Or after i become a walker? I'm not sure. Will this day come soon? I hate thinking about what Lilly said...I hate the thought of leaving A.J all alone. Like i was when Lee died...