The love I fell For you

These Feelings

Sakurai couldn't really understand it but more as time went past, He started to feel deep feelings for Aiba. He doesn't know what started it but one thing for sure, whenever he sees him smiling, laughing or happy in general he couldn't help but stare and feel the same way. Whenever he did his angelic smile he couldn't help but smile back at him. There was times where they would sit next to each other and Sakurai would look at Aiba and just feel the happiest in the world. It was times where they would be so close, their faces would be inches apart but that didn't bother Sakurai. It made his heart skip a beat whenever Aiba would call him Sho Chan because the way he said it, it just felt right to hear. They were one day in the waiting room after doing their last recording of the day. It was only Aiba and him left in the room. The other members had left early to go and get something to eat. Nino had always felt that Sakurai liked Aiba but he just had to laugh at how long it was taking him to confess. They all had been together for 19 plus years but it wasn't a secret among the other 3 members that Sakurai had a crush on Aiba for a long time. Nino looked at Sakurai when he was heading out and whispered "Good luck" while he smiled and the door closing after him. It wasn't that easy for Sakurai to confess to Aiba because they all knew they have been like family since the start. As Nino words replayed over in his mind, he didn't realize that Aiba was looking at him worried. "Sho Chan, are you okay? you been pretty quiet since the others left."Sakurai looked at Aiba and couldn't help but smile "Oh, everything is okay, am fine" Sakurai wanted to just get up and grab Aiba and just kiss him then and there because the look on Aiba face couldn't had looked more beautiful as he smiled hearing his response. It was taking him everything to not just grab him. Aiba then got up and headed next to Sakurai as he put his hand on his forehead "Am glad your okay, I was worried you was getting sick". The warm touch of Alba's hand was enough to make Sakurai melt right in the chair but as he felt Alba's hand leave his forehead he didn't think and grab his hand to stop him. "Sho...kun"? Sakurai couldn't take it no more and jumped out his seat and gently pushed Aiba against the wall. He looked in Alba's eyes and down to the floor."Am....sorry to do this all of a sudden but I can't take it anymore. You have been doing something to me and the more I see you, It's hard to hold back. Aiba stunned by the action didn't say anything and just looked at Sakurai.  Sakurai then took his own hand and gently put it on his face. "Your everything to me Masaki, it's been so hard for me to hold myself back and kiss you, Sakurai started to close the gap between them."I want you to myself, I want you to only be next to me". Aiba's looked into Sakurai's eyes and felt his eyes getting teary. "Sho kun I....." Sakurai placed his thumb over his lips and kissed Aiba's forehead. "You don't have to say anything Masaki, I love you with my entire heart and I won't stop ever loving you." He smiled as he took his finger and wiped Aiba's tears away. Aiba then grabbed the back of Sakurai's neck " I...I love you too,I want to be with you." as his tears started to form again and he forcefully and passionately kissed Sakurai as he smiled in between the kiss. "I finally have my angel in my life" Sakurai thought as he pushed Aiba even more closer to him. He broke the kiss and placed one more on his angel's neck as Aiba giggled. "Did....the other members know?" Aiba asked "Yeah but of course if they didn't, Nino probably would of did some type of investigation to find out and tell the other members". Aiba laughed "That's just like him isn't it.?" As Aiba let his hands go from around Sakurai neck, he saw the disappointment in Sakurai's face and roll his eyes. "Now, all am getting is our coats, be patient." Sakurai went over to Aiba and back hugged him "Its your fault for being so beautiful Masaki " and kissed his neck. "Come on, lets go meet up with the others okay?" as he turned around and helped Sakurai put his coat on. He placed a quick kiss on his lips". Sakurai then smiled and grabbed Aiba's hand as they walked out the room. As they walked he looked and saw Aiba doing that smile of his that made him fall in love with him. "Masaki, I- he didn't get time to say it as Aiba caught him and placed a finger over his lips. "I love you too" Sakurai smiled as he looked at Aiba and back to the front as he knows he has his special someone in his life now he will always love.