SAMCRO Girl

First day on the job

Today was the day, i began working with the club again. I wouldn't sit here and lie, it's going to be a difficult day but I was focused on the end prize, i was focused on revenge for my little girl. Clay had already explained my first job - stripping. That was my main entertainment before I left because i had the body, whenever Clay did dirty work with the strip bar down town he used to offer my services as a "peace offering". The whole club would be there as well, which made my nerves worse - i was the hot one but people forget i had a baby and I've been out the job for almost four years now.

As i sat there overflowing with nerves there was a bang at my door, it was Jax. He stared at me as he strolled in, noticing my outfit of choice "you ready Liv" i nodded and decided not to say a word as we headed to the door. I had opted for the smallest black skin tight, neck plunging dress that i had plus dark make up and what i refer to as stripper heels.

As we arrived at the club after a very short drive, i slowly edged myself out of the car as everyone removed their helmets, we eventually made our way into the club, i was escorted out back as everyone grabbed their seats to watch the show. standing backstage, i knew the drill - undress. make sure you're wearing as little as possible. I slipped out of my dress and stood in front of the mirror, looking at my body, my boobs naturally plunged up in the glistening black and red bra, my ass was in perfect shape with my "string" perfectly complimenting it. and my stomach. you couldn't tell that i had ever been pregnant, but naturally my hands were shaping my stomach, the yearning in my chest to have another shot, go back a year, have my child safely back inside my stomach and try be the mother she'd deserve.

I was so preoccupied on the dream of having my daughter back, i completely forgot i was suppossed to be on stage. quickly getting myself together, i gave a signal to the DJ and he turned on "Womanizer" as i strut on to the stage, reaching the end i give a small slut drop, opening my legs wide enough to give the audience a taste. I spot Juice in the crowd staring intensively, he hates that i have to do this but he always told me that he pretended as if i was putting the show on for him and him alone. so that's how i got through, i looked straight at him as i performed, wishing it was a one man show.

Once i was finished, i stepped off the stage and when i heard the men howling, i remembered it wasn't a one man show and everyone saw me. a feeling of disgust grew on me. i slipped my dress on, grabbed the nearest hoodie and ran for my car, i had an overwhelming need to leave. As I drove i felt liquid pool out my eyes, i pulled into the parking lot and ran to my room.

The minute i arrived i ripped my clothes and underwear off, my breasts and ass uncovered as i stared at myself, again my hands immediately shaped my stomach, I had only one small unoticeable stretch mark, i brushed over it with my thumb, that was my reminder that i had carried my little girl.

Running towards the bathroom, i flipped the shower switch on to cold and sat there for the better half of an hour. as i could feel myself becoming an icicle i hopped out and threw on a silk robe, just as a light knock came at my door. I opened the door and welcomed my guest into my room, it was Juice.

"hey you left pretty quick" he said looking cautious

"I want you Juice, i dont want this revenge" the words came reeling out as a small smile edged on his mouth

"really?" he said walking towards me, grabbing my waist and pulling me towards him, i felt the bulge in his jeans grow harder as he lent down and crashed his lips to mine, passionately letting his tongue enter my mouth, i whimpered, climbing onto the bed whilst undoing my robe, allowing my breasts to be on display.

Juice whipped off his top, displaying his immaculate body whilst crawling across the bed, his hand sliding up my inner thigh, caresssing my entrance

"may I?" he asked as i nodded violently, upon my permission he inserted two fingers into me, resulting in a yelp escaping my mouth, he moved his finger in and out and every once in a while stroking my "sweet spot". I was so caught up in the pleasure of the moment, everything slipped my mind. Within an instance i panicked, Juice surely picked up on this and slid his hand out and looked up from my neck "hey what's wrong?" he asked wiping away the stray tear. I knew Juice had been there at the hospital after my bleeding but i also knew he didn't know what had happened, i had requested that he was kept in the dark.

"I...I have to tell you something" i said, even more tears rolling down my cheeks. Juice sat up, edging closer towards me. I didn't realise how much of an effect the incident would have on me until i was faced with the prospect of having sex again. I was damaged and couldn't go through with the deed until i had told him the truth. "the day the i returned. I was taken to hospital with excessive bleeding" i said watching his face slowly click as to what happened "I was raped. By the Mayans, the night i took Sophia home from the hospital" i said, pools of tears coming out of my eyes. I could see Juice was visibly hurt, his eyes had small water specs in them.

"why didn't you tell me" he whispered in a hoarse voice "i'm going to kill those assholes" he jumped off the bed, angry. As he looked over at me, vulnerable, i saw all the anger leave his body as he crawled back on the bed. he placed his lips on mine and gently kissed me "I'm sorry Liv, I shouldn't of been so eager. I'll wait as long as you need"

"i didn't tell you because i didn't want to have sex with you Juice, i told you because i'm damaged and you deserved an explanation" He looked at me with a vacant expression as i was the one to grab his face and crash my lips into his, i quickly straddled him, reigniting any spark that had left the room on my revelation. i Felt his buldge go harder than before as i whipped my robe off.

His hand naturally cupped my breast as i let out a small whimper of pleasure, he slowly kissed my neck. sucking on the spot he knew always drove me crazy. i quickly unbuckled his jeans, as he pulled his jeans and boxers down, revealing his rather large length. i went up on my knees and started lowering myself down onto him. i let out a painful cry as i fully sat down, i saw the worry in juices eyes but instead of acknowledging, i smashed my lips back to his and started working up a rhythm. Juice quickly flipped me on my back as he started thrusting faster and faster as my moans became more frequent. I felt myself reaching the point of explosion as juice kissed the spot on my neck, i arched my back as juice put a hand behind it to support me, i let go. Pleasure running through me as i let slip a scream, almost seconds later Juice blew his load into me, and flopped next to me on the bed.

"wow" was all i managed before we giggled, looking at each other "I love you Juice" I said, truly hoping this would be the way for a very long time. He placed a passionate kiss on my lips before mouthing 'i love you too' back at me, a smile escaping both of our lips, he brushed my stomach, surprisingly finding my un noticeable stretch mark and carefully caressed it. However, we quickly fell asleep as our previous activity was incredibly tiring.