Broken Hearted Girl (Aaron carpenter)

Chapter 33

I HAVENT CORRECTED IT, SO SORRY FOR MISTAKES!!

Aaron's P.O.V

I look at her shaking hands.. She is scared as hell. She is sitting on the bed, and i'm sitting in her chair. i keep looking at her tiny shaking hands. "Come here" I whisper to her, and she sniffle. She walks over to me, and sits on my lap. I wrap my arms around her, and she lean bakwards, so the back of her head is resting on my chest. "I'm scared Aaron.. I cant leave you and my family.." She whisper, and i can feel her whole body shaking. "Shh baby, it's gonna be alright with time. I know that cause you are strong." I say trying to comfort her a bit. 

"I'm getting hospitalized, from tomorrow.." She cry. She didn't tell me about that.. I can feel the sadness take over me, and before i realize it, i'm crying. I hold her close to me, and i cant stop thinking about losing her.. "Simone?" I whisper, trying to focus. "Yeah?"

"Would you allow me, to sleep over at the hospital every night?" I ask, and she sobs. "I was hoping you would ask, i want you to be there with me" She stutter through her sobs. I take a deep breath, and so does she. I know she can make this.

"Have you packed yet?" I ask her, and she shake her head. "I'm gonna do it for you" I say. She move from my lap, and walk over to the bed again. I find a big bag, and start picking out underwear, i take a few outfits to her, she wont use it probably because of the hospital clothes. I put it down in the bag, and then i take things as, perfume, toothbrush, brush, hairbands, deodorant, and toothpaste. 

She just sit there with crossed legs, watching me packing. I catch her smiling and giggling sometimes at me. I take her Ipad, and the charger for it, her Macbook and the charger for that. I put it all down in the bag. I find some pencils and some paper, since she likes to draw when she is alone. 

"Do you need anything else?" I ask her, and she shake her head smiling. She open her arms for me, i slowly walk over to her and stand in front of her. She wrap her arms around my hips. 

"What time do we need to leave tomorrow?" I ask. "10 am" She respond. 

"Get some sleep then, i will pack the rest of your things, and then i will pack my own" I whisper softly, her grab around me loosens. "Okay, i love you" She lay down in her bed, and turn around so she has her head against the wall. 

I open the little closet where i laid some of my clothes in. I pull out some short, jeans, sweatshirts and T-shirts. 

I look at over at Simone, and her calm heartbeat raise, her chest up and down slowly. My eyes lock on her, and she mumble something in her sleep. She turns around, so she is facing me now. I smile at her face expression. She looks confused and her teeth is clenched. She hold tight into a pillow, and her fits turns white. She is having a nightmare. 

"Don't" She screams, i run over to her. I sit down on the bed, and run my hand over her head. I take her hand, and make small circles on top of it, with my thumb. "Simone" I whisper, and she grunts. She don't wake up, so i just continue to comfort her. 

She slowly relax, and i lay down beside her. 

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I am standing in the kitchen, Simone is still sleeping, so i am currently talking to her mom. We're talking about the whole hospital thing, and what the doctors will try. Her mom doesn't say much, unless i ask. She is just sitting there sobbing. 

"But Aaron" She stutter still crying. I nod, and she take a deep breath. "You wanted to sleep over at the hospital right?" Her mom ask, and i smile a bit. Trying to make her stop crying. I hate seeing people upset no matter who it is. "If it's okay with you, and your husband miss" I answer, and she smile. "It's okay, as long as she have someone who loves her" She smiles, and a tear roll down her cheek. 

"She really loves you. It's not just some puppy love, she really loves you" Her mother says smiling. My cheeks heat up, and i can't help it but smile big. "I know.. And i really love her too" 

"Hold on to her Aaron" She says, and another tear roll down her cheek. I don't know what to say, so i just pull her into a friendly hug. I hug for some few seconds, and then i pull away again. 

"Miss, tomorrow i have some plans. My friends who was staying here, they are now living in a hotel in Copenhagen, near the hospital Simone will be hospitalized in. And my family are in Denmark too.. But Simone doesn't know, and i want it to be a surprise for her. So i was wondering if you would mind, that they all will visit her on the hospital tomorrow?" I ask, and her mom smiles. "That would be wonderful Aaron" She says, and her dad join us in the kitchen too. 

"And then you could meet my family too" I say, and her dad smiles. He walks over to the fridge, and take out some cake from last night. "I would love too" She say, and i hear foot steps coming from Simone's room. I smiles at her mom, and turn around, i see Simone walking into the kitchen yawning. 

"Goodmoring" I smile at her, and kiss her forehead. She walks straight over to the kitchen cabinet, and take her medicine out. “Are you having pain?” Her dad ask, and give her a glass of water. She just nods, and swallow the pills. 

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The doctors is running around in her room, trying to take away the pain. I can’t look at her in cramps, so i walk out. I sit outside the room. Her mom and dad is still in the room with her. 

I look down at my hands, i fold them, close my eyes and starts to pray.

“Sir?” A unfamiliar voice say, i look up and see a new doctor. She smiles at me, and i stand up. “Please just call me Aaron” I say. She reads some papers, and her smiles fades away. “Her parents told me to tell you these things..” She tells, and i automatically get nervous. 

“Simone, is not getting any better. She will keep getting worse. We are trying everything we can do right now, but the chemo is not helping anymore. So we are currently trying to find a way to make her live. Or waiting for a miracle. But we can’t promise you anything. She will probably pretend that she is fine, but her pain is huge. The cancer has spread even more, and her legs is getting weaker. So i suggest you are enjoying every single moment you have with her.” She looks down at her paper to see if she is missing something. 

“You must do something! You cant give up her like that” I say, and i realize what she just told me.. “I’m so sorry Aaron” She looks at me, and i can feel the tears pushing on.  

A/N I'm posting this now, and i will correct it tomorrow after school. Hope you guys like my first fan fiction on english! ILYSFM