You're My Little Seceret

Chapter 1

I had always been with Luc, for 6 years now. Sure, we had ups and downs like any other couple but i'd never seen him like this. Never. He was throwing things, destroying things, breaking my heart like he's never broke it before. "Stefani, I hate you. I really really hate you." I'v learned to stay quiet. So there I was my chin rested on my feet, my hands wrapped around my legs. Sitting in the corner trying to block out his abuse. I wasn't going to show him how scared or hurt I was. You'd think after 6 years i'd get the hint to leave but heres the thing about Luc. He can break my heart as much as he pleases, but at the end of the day he knows how to heal it too. I hated him for that. I hated him for not letting me go and I hated myself for being so stupid and naive. I don't know what kept me with him. I don't know why I stayed. I was very much in love with him even though I knew damn well I shouldn't be.

"Dammit Stefani! ANSWER ME!" Don't say a word. I wouldn't say a word. He was pacing the room like the raging drunk he was. It was 4 in the morning, he was sure to wake someone up. Bottle of whiskey in his hand. Thank god the cap was on it. His face was getting all red and his veins where popping out of his neck. He was angry. Not his normal angry, this was a whole new level of angry. He'd been going like this for about 2 hours now. I was tired. I wanted to sleep but I was petrified. I was frozen in this corner. He stopped and looked me dead in the eyes. He held my gaze and I held his, letting him know I wasn't gonna back down. His normal beautiful light brown glossy eyes were now almost black and blood shot. He was hunched over, breathing heavily. He wasn't my Luc. I didn't know who this was. I showed no emotion, i'v learned not to.

He raced over to me. "Stefani, fucking say something." I didn't. He grabbed onto my wrist, throwing the bottle at the wall, getting glass and whiskey all over. The scent of it imeditally replused me. My wrist. He was squeezing them so hard, it hurt. I felt like he was going to snap my bone in half. He pulled me up from the corner, making me stand. "STEFANI. SAY. SOMETHING!!" I refused. He pulled me away from the wall and slammed me hard agains't it. My head. The pain. I was on the verge of tears. My head was pounding. He was yelling in my face now but I tried blocking it out. I tried so hard.

He pulled me away from the wall and moved me over to the mirror. He slammed me agains't the mirror. glass shattered. My breaking point. I screamed loud out in pain as glass penetrated my skin. I was crying. We made eye contact and he turned back into normal Luc. It was over. I fell to the ground and curled up in a ball. My head was bleeding and now so where the cuts where the glass had gotten in me. I lay there as I saw Luc rushing into the bathroom. I saw black dots in my vision and I tried with everything to not pass out. He came back and placed a wet washcloth over my head. "Stefani, i'm so so so sorry baby. I love you so much. I fucking love you Stefani." I didn't have the energy to say a word. I barely had the energy to breath. Everything was dark, the last thing I saw was Luc, crying, trying to fix what he broke.