Chapter 1
"You ready, honey?" My mom asks as she enters my room. "You don't want to be late for your first day of college, do you?” Fall semester starts tomorrow at Gambin State University. I am attending for a degree in photography. Whenever you see Sensual Mason, you see her with a camera.
"Of course not mom," I say smiling at her. I had been standing in my room looking out the window when she came in. I’ve pondered about how different thing will be when I'm gone. "I'm going to say goodbye to Jordan, I'll be right back." I tell her before I run down the stairs.
Jordan has been my best friend since preschool. When all the other kids picked on me for losing my front teeth, Jordan was there telling me not to worry about them. He said that I’ll always be beautiful no matter what. He has always been quite the charmer, but he wasn't and still isn’t my type. I am looking for more, need more.
"Hurry back, Sen, your dad’s almost finished putting your things in the truck!" She shouts down the stairs behind me.
"Sure thing mom," I shout back. I run out of the house, bumping into my dad but I don’t stop, I just keep running.
"Where are you going, sweetie?" My dad asks as I run by.
"Jordan's," Is all I say in return. I’m on a mission and I won’t stop until that mission is completed.
Jordan only lives three houses down. I wrap the straps of my camera around my hand and climb up the side of his house. I jump smoothly through his bedroom window, and onto the edge of his bed. He isn’t in here at the moment. I made myself comfortable, lying back, waiting on him. I hear him coming up the stairs so I decide to fuck with him a little.
I jump off his bed and into the closet getting my camera ready. I wait for him to come in and when he turns his back to the closet, I open the door and run out screaming. He turns around looking terrified. I snap a couple of pictures of him, and then jump on him, forcing him to fall back on the bed.
I roll off the bed and onto the floor laughing tearfully hard. His face is priceless. "What the fuck, Sensual?!" He shouts. He isn’t mad; it takes a lot for this man to be mad at me. He picks me up from the floor and tosses me on the bed. He has always been able to pick me up and toss me around, I am only 5'4 and Jordan is pushing 6'2.
"That was fucking hilarious!" I giggle.
"You scared the shit out of me!" He laughs, jumping on the bed beside me. "I'm assuming your coming to say goodbye." He says with a pouty frown. Any other girl would die to have him look at them like that. He has the most adorable sea green eyes imaginable. Jordan is a very handsome character, he is tall, very muscular; he has shaggy brown hair that stops just below his ears and a Colgate smile.
Every girl in high school drooled over him, trying to get close to him so I would get out of the way. Jordan had girlfriends, yes, but he didn’t let his relationships interfere with our friendship. We've never thought about taking our relationship further, he is like my big brother. I could never see myself kissing him or being intimate with him. Ugh, it’s just too weird; I’ve seen him naked for crying out loud.
I frown at him. "I’m afraid so." I don’t know if I can go off to school and leave Jordan. I've seen him every day since I was four. My eyes tear up as I think about the possibilities of losing him.
"Sensual, I know you’re not crying." He murmurs grabbing my face in his hands. "Look at me." I rolled my eyes but I look at him. "Why are you crying?" He questions looking into my oversized, brown eyes.
"I'm going to miss you." I murmur while he wipes the tears from my face with his hand. He has extremely soft hands for a guy who has played every sport imaginable. He looks at me with a sad face.
