~Once Loved~

Late Night Thoughts

I'm numb to the pain, and the empty hole where you once resided.

I tried to hate you, I thought it would help! But it just made me hate myself more...

You'r soft words of "love" and "kindness" kept coming back, prying away at my heart. Putting a new bandage over the breaks just to rip it off and leave it worse than before.

You are a drug. Each time you leave I withdraw and wither away.

New people, friends, and lovers have came and fixed me. You're not the only one with that power any more. But I still have scars, first loves pain can't be healed.

You broke me and now I wont let anyone in. I'm trying. I'm fighting. I'm winning.

You can't hurt me anymore.