Two weeks have passed since Jungkook and Yein ended their relationship. They rarely meet or rather they act like they don't know each other at all, every time they meet at school Yein always tries not to make eye contact with Jungkook like he never existed in his life. Seeing Jungkook will only make Yein feel hurt again, but what about him?
"What's wrong with you? Why recently you looked like an undead?" asked Taehyung worried, he a bit wondering when he seeing Jungkook who was not as usual recently.
Like undead? Taehyung was right, Don't know why Jungkook suddenly changed, he eyes always looked empty and sad, not too much talking and every time he asked Jungkook for hanging out with they friends he always reject it and preferred to confine himself in his room, what's with Jungkook? Should Taehyung blame that girl because she made his friend's life turn like this? Blaming Yein who left Jungkook, but this wasn't entirely that girl's fault, because of Jungkook too she also left him. Jungkook was know, when he and Yein still in relationship, Yein starts to have a feelings for him, he know about that from how she cares about him, her coldness side when they start dating slowly softens and Jungkook was often caught seeing Yein watching him quietly when both of them in the top floor of school during lunch break.
To be honest, Jungkook is totally happy after know that Yein likes her because she is a good girl too and somehow Jungkook starts to like when looking her smiling or laughing everytime she hears his words and jokes, seeing her smile makes Jungkook feel very calm and he hopes to always see that smile until whenever, yuph that's what he want, but now all of them is just only hope now.
"Let's break up...."
Hearing that word came out from Yein mouth was very enough to make a feeling of tightness filling his chest especially when he saw that girl shed tears before Jungkook himself, for the first time Jungkook saw Yein shed tears and that made him hate himself more.He totally hate himself ruight now, at that moment Jungkook blamed himself because he already made Yein cry, he knew that sooner or later Yein would leave him but he never thought that she would cry like that when they separated. Too late, that word was very suitable for him, when Yein left him he began realize the fact that Yein had managed to make him fall in love and now because his selfish feeling that he have, he should lost Yein, if only he could release Narae he would not feel profound loss like this. And when Yein left him, his eyes were completely open, after a few days left, Jungkook decided to end his relationship with Narae.
"Are you sure? Your relationship with Narae is not for a moment ..." Taehyung said in disbelief when he said he want to break up with Narae
Well, almost two years isn't a short time, unlike his relationship with Yein which only lasted six months, but Jungkook is aware of the differences between that two relationships. While dealing with Narae, Jungkook always feels frustrated and like a foolish man who is willing to see someone he loves making out even touching by another man in front of his eyes, he becomes a temperamental man who is always angry and cold because of his jealous feelings, and that's totally different when he was with Yein. He always felt comfortable when he was nearby Yein, although sometimes when both of them in the roof of the school never spoke anything because they ran out of topics, Jungkook liked that silence. And the difference is increasingly clear when the relationship between the two are ends, there is a feeling of relief in Jungkook's heart when he and Narae really parted but it's very differently when he had to part with Yein, even though at that time Narae also shed tears when they parted but there was no feeling in Jungkook heart when saw that and when Jungkook hugged Narae for the last time, what Jungkook had in mind at that time was Yein, if only that time the one in his arms at that time was Yein maybe all the burdens inside him disappeared in the blink of an eye. All that is just wishful thinking now, Yein left him, he doesn't have anyone now.
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Fanfiction(Translate from Bahasa) 'I don't wanna let you go like this But I need to decide now For you, for me I'm looking into your eyes, about to break up - Standing Face to Face (infinite)'