|| IS IT LOVE ||

Feeling

"Whoo ...Daebak Chinchha!!" " what about our Jess...Hey Jess show us what you got in your phone. I bet she must be having some smutty fictions of her idol! Mini said smirkingly .

"In your wildest dreams. There's nothing so special , I got some pictures and few son----". I blabbered as they snatched my phone away .

"Hey No please...there's nothin---"Just sit quietly for a minute , will you! Mini shouted and quietly nodded as i watched them discovering my phone from its core.
"Ooooo girrll...."Mini smirked.
"what is it..show us too!"
"Guys this girl has over thousands of pictures and Gifs of Jungkook alone.!!!" Mia said with startled eyes.
"OhUmYeah they all looked nice..so um I kept them."
"Jungkook himself even wont be having this number of pics with him"!

"Can we talk bout something serious guys..just once." I let those words out of my mouth when I could feel those death glares on me.
I stood up asking them, "So as we're graduates now, why don't we decide our future plans and majors at SOFA.
"I understand your anxiety Jess but there would be no Jung Kook there" Mini said with a teasing voice.
"For your kind information I'm aware of that and that's exactly not the reason I wanna go there, I've got to do something with my life, right!"

"I'm joining Harvard as my family's moving to the states for a year" Mia mumbled looking upset.
"Pardon sis..but me and Jess have already decided to enroll at SOFA".
"how can you change it at the last moment."Isn't it Jess!" Mini asked.
"Um..well yeah,we are, next month."

"Oh. That is bad. Will we never meet then.."?! I asked with a disappointed face.
"Why not! we surely will when our semester ends. I'll join you guys at the end of the second semester." Mia assured us.
"But have you guys decided in what will you both major."
"I'll be taking up contemporary dance in Theatre/Arts. And Jess will probably be taking vocal and dance lessons."Mini explained.

"Hey Mia..when you'll get a boyfriend come to our dorms and we all will have a reunion party." I said with a excited smile.
"Stop that already. I'm not eyeing anyone other than my TaeTae!!"
Oooo.....

We will see then.
"Ohk Bye..~ I'll face time with you guys at the US! Call me everyday alright?! Mia said as she left with a warm hug.
"Bye Mia. We surely will". We embraced each other as we let Mia bid a goodbye before she goes.

"hey Jessy. Are you sure about taking up music. I mean..it was all of a sudden.."Mini asked.
"yeah. I'm pretty sure and I think I can do it. I want to be like him. I'll work hard and make sure to impress him one day. You think I can do it right..?I asked while staring at the walls with dreamy eyes.
"Impress whom?"
I could hear Mini pause for a while when she goes. "woh..Ya...Ya Jess are you sick or something. If so take medications" she giggled.
"what .why! are you teasing me!" I asked with a grumpy face.

"No idiot .Cause you're blushing like an idiot. So silly of yours."she laughed like there's no tomorrow.

Oh no. I was so embarrassed. Why do I get all red when it comes to him. How will I even face him or talk to him, if I get all nervous and blank out around him?!

But somehow i wanted to see him one day, talk to him casually, laugh with him,get sad with him and share my lil secrets with him . Aren't friends made for this?!

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We both stood near Mrs. Sooyoung, our dormitories head. She had a names list where she called out our roommates. Fortunately, I was paired up with Mini.
We unpacked our accessories and kept it accordingly as soon as we reached the dorms. As she was busy unpacking her clothes I thought of taking a stroll around the campus.

I moved through the corridors as I glanced on the walls of the buildings.

Then I came across a display board which had many polaroids and photographs of many popular idols who have been the notable alumni of the university.

I traced my fingers on the pictures as I searched for Jungkook's name on it. Within a few minutes, I found his pics in a yellow jacket. There were also many pics taken with his hyungs. These were the pics taken a few years back but he changed a lot. He was the bunny Jk when he joined but a manly one when he departed. Those pictures carried so many memories of him in the university and the time of his adolescence.

While I was staring at his photographs, a voice lingered through my ear..as he spoke "You must be a fan"? I gasped, as his words fanned on my neck. I looked aside to see a figure taller than me , in a black overcoat with black masks and a black cap.

"Yes.." I answered gently while my eyes trailed on the slender figure who's face was almost covered with his bangs. I quickly looked away as his eyes slowly formed a smile. Gathering the courage I asked him.

"Are you---"my  words were trailed off as another guy in a black hoodie dragged him away from there. I stood there shooked as I watched the boys get into a black van. Before I could look away the guy peeped through his window and bid a small goodbye.

"What just happened, was he.."?! Many questions surrounded my head as I started to move towards my dorm. But one thing 'bout the guy was  driving me insane, and yeah-
"Those eyes, those black doe intense eyes, I knew them already...I've come across it, not once but a hundred times...but whose". I kept pondering over these questions while I dragged myself towards the dorm and lay myself on the bed alongside Mini.

"Our class begins tomorrow, Jess. We both stared at the ceiling and then turning towards me she said.
"Are you not excited"? "You seem to be lost from an hour or so...What is it ?!" "What happened? Tell me!" She asked raising a brow.

"Nope. Nothing serious." I said.

"And yes I got to inform you something. As we belong to the vocal/dance department , we will be sorted out into groups by the choreographers who are arriving next week." Mini said with a serious tone and I was back to my own self.
"Oh I see. Will they see our talents or something." I questioned.
"Probably yes. They'll judge according to our moves and vocal pitches."
I turned towards her , "Well, who are those people, are they from another univ. "?
"Not sure. But I  absolutely heard the girls from the theatre department saying that they'll be from the Bighit Ent." she said with excitement in her eyes.
"Wow. Great then. Isn't it the company  our boys belong to?!"
"HELL YEAH" she screamed  .
"Its a big opportunity to prove ourselves , Mini!" I said while punching my fists in the air". I was excited over the thing but somewhere nervous too.

"Why don't we start practising a bit from now"?! She said as she jumped off the couch.
"Now! Can't we begin tomorrow , I'm just too tired now!" I said rubbing my eyes which were about to shut.

"Fine then. Take rest cause we'll start our lessons tomorrow. We will prove ourselves the best among all." Mission Trainee will be executed tomorrow. Yeah!!"she shouted and looked at a sleepy me.
*sighs* "She had already slept! Ok then I should too".