'Oh no I didn't lock the door .....is it a robbery or one of Brady's pranks?' I thought to myself hearing footsteps coming closer ...is was about to scream till I heard a familiar voice.
"Hey are you asleep?" He asked kind of whispering. "Jack you idiot! I thought it was a robbery!"I shouted at him making sure I wasn't very loud.
"Sorry babe it's just that I couldn't sleep and I was hoping you would give me company till I feel like sleeping" he said in a hoping tone. "Sure but you're NOT sleeping here" I said sternly making him chuckle. "So Julia tell me more about yourself" he said laying beside me on my bed his eyes looking into mine.
"W-Well I'm not sure what you want to know" I said hesitating "OK then I'll start as an example" he suggested and I nodded."I'm a good-looking, charming, handsome, amazing, fantastic, cool person" he said confidently earning a laugh from me "OK no jokes I'm an honest person I tell you things you don't wanna hear because you know it's the truth, I'm good at keeping promises and secrets,I have that side where I'll completely lose it but it rarely comes out,I'm take very good care of the people I love and I might overreact when protecting them but I do it out of love" he said in a serious tone
"Now your turn" he said cheerfully "Um well I'm a honest person too, I LOVE clothes,I'm a kind person,I'm shy sometimes,I'm pationate about the things I do,I love my family even though I doubt their love for me and well I-I'm not as normal as everyone thinks I am"
I breathed out talking between my heavy breathing as I tried to keep the water in my eyes threatening to come out.
"What do you mean you're not normal " Jack asked while comforting me."I ..uh...j-just promise n-not to tell anyone okay" i said letting the tears roll down he nodded. "I've said this to my therapist before but i don't think she understands what I meant ...I feel alone I don't know why I don't know how but I feel alone I just feel like no one is looking out for me but me like I'm living in a world I don't belong." I said
"Sometimes when I'm having dinner with my parents I ask myself 'who are these people?' Well I know they are my parents but why do I feel like they are not.I look in the mirror in the morning and ask myself who is this person and it's driving me insane I feel like I'm living another person's life." I explained my feelings to the boy laying beside me
"In a way to explain it in feel alone when there are millions of people around me" I said wiping my tears away. "Woah I didn't know it was this serious ...look Julia I know we just met but I really like you and I don't like seeing you like this if you ever need to talk just call me okay I'm here for you." Jack stated sincerely "You like me? After everything I just said to you...you don't think I'm crazy?"I said a little confused that this guy liked a girl like me.
"Of course not I think you're amazing and really pretty everyone has insecurities and u won't judge just because others are more intense than others" he said giving me a hug to cheer me up."I don't expect an answer from you now but I'll wait okay?"He said and I nodded.
"OK I'm feeling a little sleepy I'll go to my room now thanks for the company" he said giving me a kiss on the cheek and he left.
Jacks POV
My heart stopped when I told her that I liked her I didn't mean for it to come out but it just did. She's so amazing and she's fun to be around and I get a weird feeling when I'm with her I told her about myself and that's not something I normally do I HATE opening up to people because of the fear of heart break
But I opened up to her and told her the real me. It was ...good.
Julia's POV
When Jack went out the bedroom I felt like screaming I just told my feelings to a person I met today -a stranger what if he tells someone and makes me a laughing stock.Oh no I just trusted a stranger Is this good or bad he seems like a nice person but so did Dr.Phillips look how that turned out
'I'M SO STUPID HOW COULD I OPEN UP TO A COMPLETE STRANGER ARGHHH I'M SO STUPID ...BUT JACK WON'T SELL ME OUT WILL HE?'
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Hey guys decided to do a double update today I had some extra time so yeah.Hope ya'll enjoyed your new year I know I did:)See u soon sorry for the mistakes :(
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CasualeA teenager isn't as normal as everyone thinks as she has her own suspicions of living the wrong life. During her adventure of finding herself she's met with betrayal and grief. When she meets a boy everything changes. What will she do now knowing he...
