My fault

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Warning: argument, accident and hospital

I hope you like this. I just got this idea and i couldn't stop writing even though I have a ton of homework

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"Hey baby, why are you home so late?" I asked as my boyfriend of three years, Thomas Sangster, finally came home to our shared apartment at 3 am in the morning, even though he promised to be home by 9pm.

"Oh for god sakes Y/N can't you just lay off a bit!?" he said to me with anger in his voice. He clearly had a few drinks but normally he wouldn't raise his voice like that at me. These past few weeks he's been a bit distant. I love him, and I know it's just because he is really stressed because of work but he takes it all out on me.

"I'm sorry Thomas but it's just because I care about you, and I wanna spend time with my boyfriend" I said. My voice a bit shaky because of the tears that were threatening to spill.

"HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT MAYBE I DON'T WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU?!" He yelled at me. By now tears were streaming down my cheeks like waterfalls. I couldn't believe what he just said. I had always been insecure about myself and I could never understand why a perfect guy like thomas would go for a girl like me? His words hurt a lot. It was almost like he plunged a knife in my heart.

"Thomas.." i started to say but I was quickly cut of by Thomas screaming again. "JUST FUCK OFF WILL YA? I'M SO BLOODY TIRED OF YOU!!!"

All I wanted to know was if he was okay becuase I loved him so much, but clearly he didn't love me anymore. I grabbed my car keys and put my coat on and left the apartment as quickly as I could. I just had to get out of there.

The car started and I didn't know where I was going. Maybe I could drive to my friends house? Surely she would let me stay until I had worked things out with Thomas. If we ever could figure it out. I hoped so, no matter what he said to me I would always love him. That was a fact and there was nothing I could do about it.

As the light turned green I pushed down the speeder. Suddenly I saw a bright light. Next thing I know I felt extreme pain, then everything just went black...

Thomas POV

As soon as Y/N walked out of the door I regretted everything I said. It had been a hard few weeks because of work driving me insane, and I let it all out on Y/N who just wanted to help me. I was so stupid. Why had I said that I didn't want to spend time with her? That was all I ever wanted. I knew she was the one for me. This was the girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with I had even bought a ring a couple of months back and I was just waiting for the right moment to propose.

I didn't know how long I had been standing in our apartment just thinking but it had been awhile. I looked outside and saw her car wasn't there so she must have drove somewhere. I decided to call her and explain that I needed to talk to her.

Just as I picked up my phone it rang and I saw that it was Y/N. Normally I would call and apologize when we got into fights. I answered the phone.

"Oh Y/N thank god! I was just about to call you when.."

I was cut of by a voice on the other end.

"I'm sorry but are you Thomas Sangster?" It was a man's voice. Why would he have Y/N's phone?

"Yes thats me. Who are you?" I asked the man on the other end of the line.

"Mr. Sangster, i'm dr. Watson (Sherlock Holmes reference), and i'm sorry to tell you this but miss Y/L/N has been in a car accident. She's alive but in critical condition. Right now she's in the hospital..."

I didn't hear the rest of what the doctor said. All i could think about was that my Y/N had been in an accident. What if she died? oh god I wouldn't be able to live if she died. As quick as i could I drove to the hospital

*at the hospital*

"Hello, i'm here to see Y/N Y/L/N?" I told the guy at the reception. I was a nervous wreck. He told me she was still in surgery and it would be a while before I could see her.

8 hours later and I still hadn't gotten any answer. I had just been sitting in the waiting room crying and thinking about her. It was the worst couple of hours in my life.

Finally a doctor came out and told me she was out of surgery and she would live and hopefully recover fully and I could see her. I sighed in relief....

The feeling of relief quickly washed away when I saw Y/N lying on a hospital bed with multiple bruises covering her body. She had a tube to help her breath. My heart broke at the sight. And I cried again. I refused to leave her side even though the doctors insisted, but I just couldn't leave her like that. Why had I told her to leave? If I hadn't done that she wouldn't be at the hospital.

Y/N POV

I woke up and felt sore all over my body. I tried to move my arms but felt someone hold my hand. I slowly opened my eyes and saw thomas sitting besides my bed clutching my hand in his. He must have felt me stirred because he slowly awoke from his slumber. He looked up at me and when he saw that I was awake, he smiled and tears were falling down on my hand.

"Y/N thank god you're awake! If you know the hell I've been through these last 2 days while you were out! I¨'m so sorry. I'm so, so, so sorry. I never should have said what I said but i was just so stresses and I took it all out on you, even though you just wanted to help me. I love you Y/N. I love you so much that even the thought of you ver leaving me terrifies me. When the hospital called me and told me what happened I was so scared I would lose you and that the last thing i ever told you was that I didn't want to see you because that's the only thing that helps me when i'm lost. I don't know what I would do without you. You are my sun, my moon and my stars. you are my whole world. Don't ever leave me Y/N. Ever" Thomas said

I was crying now too " I forgive you Tommy, and the accident wasn't your fault! I love you. I love you too the moon and back and even then some more! And don't worry about me ver leaving you because I won't" He was smiling now, tears still coming out of both our eyes.

"I love you Y/N. And I will do so forever. I know this is probably a super bad time but Y/N Y/L/N would you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?" thomas suddenly pulled out a ring.

"YES! yes a thousand times yes" I exclaimed. He put the ring on my finger and bend over to kiss me. It hurt a little but I couldn't care less.

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