BTS Kidnapped Into Headspace

18.Don't leave me

Y/N's PoV.

Ah, my head! It's killing me! Just another thing to add to my list of pain. I flutter my sore eyes open as they adjust to the bright lights coming through the window.

I feel really weird this morning, different from the past few days. Before i've wanted to just be alone and drown in my sorrows but now... I just don't want to be alone. As much as I despise the boys, I feel lonely and uncomfortable and I'm confused by it all.

I groan out into the empty room, feeling really uncomfortable and needing someone to come but I have no idea. I'm exhausted and just want to be held.... why am I thinking this?

In my bed, I roll around restlessly, groaning until my eyes become glossy with tears. I just feel so strange and in such discomfort and horrible!

Eventually, I hear the door creak open and a tall figure walks in, Jin

"Oh, baby what's wrong? Daddy Jin's here," I hear his call out and for some strange reason, I reach my hands out to my picked up. I feel strong arms pick me up from my armpits and bring me onto his hip. With his free hand, he softly wipes away my tears and strokes my head, placing a gentle kiss on my forehead. I cling onto him and relax a bit, feeling better now that I'm not alone but I still turn my face around from him.

"What's wrong baby?" He asks me but I grunt in response, being too tired to talk.

"Aww, is my baby tired? But are you feeling better?"

Hesitantly, I nod my head yes and rest my head on his broad shoulder.

"Come on, let's go get you some breakfast then."

I feel us walking through the large house as I rest in Jins arms, feeling safer than before. Suddenly, I'm brought out of my daze when I feel Jin letting go of me and placing me down into my high chair. I whine out, not wanting to be alone for a reason unknown to me.

"Aw baby, it's ok, I'm just going to get your milk, all the other daddies are here," Jin cooes and that's when I realize for the first time that all the others are sitting down at the table as well.

Jin tries to walk away again but I whine again and say,

"No!" I have no idea why but I just don't want to be alone.

"Y/N don't worry, I'm just here, you're just sitting down in your chair do not worry sweetheart" Jin tries reassuring me again as he turns around but once again I whimper out,

"No! Don't... d-don't leave me," I say dying down to a whisper.

"I think she wants to be with one of us Jin, here let me hold her, "Hoseok says and I stare at him with my teary eyes.

Quickly, Jin picks me up and brings me over to Hoseok, where he gently takes me and brings me into his chest.

Instantly, I relax in his arms and let out a shaky breath. I just didn't want to be alone and felt Jin was leaving me!

Hoseok rubs my back as I hide my head in his warm chest.

"Is that better Y/N? Daddy Hoseok has you." He whispers down in my ear before placing a warm kiss on my head. I let my eyes close and listen to his slow heart beat.

Suddenly, I'm lifted from Hoseoks warm chest to be sitting up and Jin is passing my bottle to Hoseok.

"Here Y/N, have your nice warm milk for me."

For some reason, I just really don't want to drink anything so I shake my head quickly and lean back away from the bottle.

"Come on Baby you need to drink your milk"

"No No No!" I whimper and turn my head away from the ugly bottle. For some strange reason I feel tears pooling my eyes. Hoseoks grip tights around my back to try to keep me in place.

'Shh Y/N it's ok, it's ok." I hear Hoseok try to say reassuringly,

"No milk! Nothing!" I cry out over his shushes and words of comfort.

All of a sudden I feel myself being picked up my new arms and being turned around so my legs are wrapped around their torso and head buried in their shoulder. I turn to see myself in Daddy Yoongis arms.

"It's ok Y/N, I'm, Daddy Yoongis got you shh." He whispers as he rocks me and rubs my head.

I cry into his shoulder and try to calm myself in his loving arms. I feel myself relaxing in his arms as I'm rocked slowly. I allow my eyes to close as I rest my head on his now damp shoulder and I'm too tired and clingy to notice us walking around to the sofa and sitting down until I feel a warm blanket being draped over my shaking body. 

I look up with big eyes up to Yoongi as he strokes my red, puffy face.

Softly I whimper out is a shaky, scared voice,

"D-don't leave me please."

A/N; How was that?

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