A Race To Win Her Heart ✅

I'm Sorry, Jin

I'm feeling so happy. It's almost a month since I'm dating Jackson. He'll leave soon.
I look outside the window of my class. I saw Jin's reflections at the window. He's looking at me with his head on his right hand.
I turn around and look at him.
But.. he is looking at the opposite way.
Am I imagining things?

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Finally, the time came. It's has been two months since I met Jackson. He will move out today.
During the past two months, Jin stopped his daily activities:
pick me up after works,

go lunch with me,

spend his time with me, and... chat with me.

I feel like he is not someone that I used to know.

I can see that he change his interest towards Taeyeon. He pick her up, go lunch with her and chat with her the most in class.
But, we're still doing the competition and he won the most.

But.. I have Jackson with me. I feel the most happy when I'm with him.

I met Jackson at the rooftop of my school.
"Anyeong my princess!" Jackson said and smile.
"Anyeong, my prince." I said sadly. It'll be difficult to meet him after this.
"Why're you so sad? Show me your smile. I'll move out today." He said and lift up my face with both of his hand.
I smile.
A sad smile.
"Bogoshipo." (I Miss You) I said.
"Already?" Jackson chuckled.
He come close to me and hug me tightly. I hug him back.

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

I look outside the window of my school.
I look at the entrance of my school and hope that I will see the sight of the person that I miss the most. I wanted him to come back to me.
It's been a week since Jackson left. Even though we're still contacting each other through the phone and media social, I still miss him a lot.
I need him by my side.

KRINGGG!!!

It's time to go home. I pack my things and about walk out of the class when everyone left.

"Sowon.." I heard a person calling my name.
Its sounds familiar.
Jin?
I turn around and look at Jin. He's still in the class.

"What's wrong with you,Sowon? You seems so sad."
Jin asked me with his bald expression.
Where's Jin that I miss?
"I... nothing." I said.
I don't feel comfortable anymore to share my problems with him.
"Look at you. I know that you miss Jackson! Stop it, babe! I've enough of it, I'm sick looking at your sad face!" Jin shouted at me.

It's so sudden.

"What do you care if I miss him?! He's my boyfriend! Is it wrong for you to miss your boyfriend?! It's a normal things! You don't know anythings! So, mind your own business!!"
I shouted angrily. I felt sensitive with his words. He's also wrong. He always made me feel like I'm not exist in his world.

He seems so shocked.

"So... it's all true. I'm wrong, you're right. It's not wrong for you to miss your boyfriend. But,I don't like to see your sad face." Jin said, he looks so sad.
"Why is it matter to you? You're not my friend anymore." I said.

OMO!

WHAT DID I JUST SAID?

WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE?

AM I LOSE MY MIND?

Jin looked so....
CALM?

"Yeah.. you're right. I don't want to be your friend anymore." Jin said and looked right into my eyes.
Jin-ah......
"I want to be more than friend to you." He said again.
"Wh-what do you mean by that?" I asked him.
"I.... I also..." Jin's eyes started to be watered.
"You have a brain. Think about it yourself."
Jin said and left me alone in the class.

Did he.. also love me?

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

It's a graduation day. I finally finished my high school studies. Jackson gonna meet me today.
"Unnie!"
I turn around and look at my sista,
"Omma! Yo Na!" I said and smile happily.
"Woah.. Unnie! you look so pretty right now!" Yo Na said.
"I'm always pretty, moron." I said at her.
"Well.. I will let you think what you want to think for now."
Yo Na said and look away.

We both laughed.

"where's our sit?" My mom asked me.
"Here..come with me.." I said and bring my mom and sister to their sits.
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
I'm done taking my certificates.
We're going to take a family's picture now. Jackson is not here yet. He told me to take the picture without him.

I saw Jin. He's alone right now.He's the heir of a chaebol (Rich man). His family is always busy and don't have a time with him. I met him when I was 5. He ran away from home because he was sick of his family. After some advice from me, he went back to his home. We met again when I was 7. We enter the same primary school at that time. Jin was there when I lost my dad.

"Oh! It's Jinnie! Is he alone? Jinnie! come and take a picture with us!" My mom shouted at Jin.
I can't do anything since my mom really love Jin like her own son.
Jin look at us. He come to us.
"Long time no see, Jin." My mom said.
Jin chuckled.
"Yeah... I think so, omma." He said to my mom.
He call my mom omma too.
My mom hug his shoulder and smile.
We took the picture  with the four of us,
me,

my mom,

Yo Na

and Jin.

I'm sorry Jin. I love.....

Jackson.

Very much.