A Rose to Myself

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                     Y/N's P. O. V.
           Tell her or don't tell her
      Ugh! This is so confusing! She probably doesn't like me anyways... NO! You can't give up just yet Y/N! Just try harder! You can do this!

   The motivation helped me out but then I realized that a couple was staring at me weirdly.

Y/N: Move along move along! There's nothing to see here people!
    
       They walked away. I decided to go back home since people at the park
           we're starting to stare.

As I was walking back home, I came across my crush... Roseanne Park,
Rose Park for short. I thought she was more enchanting than the most beautiful rose in the world. No one or no thing could compete to her beauty. Which is one of the things that I Loved about her. One thing that I loved the most about her was her kindness. Even if someone made an unforgivable mistake, she was the one to forgive them. Every boy in my school wanted to date her and every girl wanted to be her.

But I just wanted to be WITH her.

I started to realize that I was staring at her and got flustered.

Y/N: Oh R-Rose!I-I'm sorry! I didn't mean to stare at you like that! It's just that I tend to let my mind wander off that's all!

I laughed nervously waiting for a  
               response from Rose.

                      She giggled   

Rose:It's alright! I get that sometimes too. It was nice talking to you though! Bye!
 
Y/N:U-uh R-Rose? W-would you like to hang out with me sometime? I mean i-it's okay if you don-

                  She cut me off
 
Rose:Is it ok if we hung out today? I'm already done with my studies.I could help if you need help.

                           I hesitate

Rose:Please hurry

Y/N:Um sure okay. 

         I pull out my house keys and
         unlocks the door,  hurriedly
             Rose pushes me inside
 
Y/N:Hey,what's up with you!?

                  Rose's P. O. V.
While talking I see a figure coming towards us and it doesn't seem like it was to just pass by, it looked sketchy and... Oh no. No it can't be him. Why would he come here of all places!? I try to take the advantage of hanging out with Y/N to keep her safe. When we get to the door she unlocks it and I try to get her quickly inside but accidentally push her.

Y/N: Hey what's up with you!?

Rose:I'm so sorry! I was just trying to get you inside because someone was following us and-

Y/N: it's fine, just please don't do that again.

Rose:Ok... 

  It felt like she forgave me but she seemed to be on edge... But it wasn't about me pushing her... She's hiding something and I'm gonna find out what she is hiding, whatever it is.

YN:Do you want something to drink? I have Hite, Jinro, Chum Churum, Bokbunja...

Rose:Just some water please.

Y/N:Aw, come on! Live a little!
 
Rose:Alright fine! I'll get the... Bokbunja.

Y/N:Good choice! That's my fav!

                    Y/N's P. O. V.
We had a great time! Telling jokes to eachother, doing eachother's hair, telling scary stories. But as the night sky was getting darker and darker,  I realized that my vision was getting fuzzy and I was getting a little dizzy.

Since I was too busy having fun, I just shrugged it off and kept drinking... But I soon realized that I was getting drunk. I realized something else too. If you get drunk you get all over the place and that means that I can't lie or hesitate or any of that.  So if she asks anything that I'd usually lie about when I'm not drunk I'll tell the truth if I drink another one... I CAN'T LET MYSELF DRINK ANYMORE ALCOHOL OR I'LL GET DRUNK AND TELL ROSE I LIKE HER AND I'LL BE RUINED!!!

Rose:Hey Y-Y/N! Come take another beer! I bet I can finish before you!

      Her face was a deep rose red which was some kind of coincidence...
Rose I'm not falling for your dirty tricks! I'm not getting drunk!

Y/N:No Rose. I'm not getting drunk.

Rose:Please race with me, pretty please with a cherry red rose on top?

        She was doing her signature puppy dog eyes. Why do you have to be so...cute?!

Y/N:Fine! But just one!

Rose:Okay!

                 She tricked me!

Rose:Aw, man I lost!

Y/N: Yeah I won!
 

A/N:Wow, this was long...Okay baii! Hope you liked this, or even read this, or got to this part...

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