It's Complicated, Okay? [BoysXBoys]

Chapter 6: Mistakes

POV: Theo

VIRGIN? What?! Seriously? Oh my god. Seriously? What a joke. A virgin jock? Never heard of it. I scoffed at the thought of it. But, he did seem sad. Like genuinely sad. What if it's true? Then I just... I just slut-shamed him without evidence... Shut!!! Oh well, he's probably fine. I mean, he will shake my comments off right? Guilt gripped my heart and I couldn't help but to feel bad for claiming things he isn't. I shuffled into the cafeteria behind him, not daring to speak up.

I went to our usual table and what a coincidence, no one was there. I sat there and within a minute he came back with my share of food. He slid the tray to me, not meeting my gaze. 

"Hey, erm, I er... Sorry for what I said earlier. It was stupid of me to say things without evidence. So sue me." Jay looked up with his glassy eyes and smiled a little. I couldn't help but to smile back at him. 

"You know, you are not that bad. Intelligent boy with a mean mouth, you do have a kind streak in you." He said amusingly. 

"Excuse me? Are you saying I don't have a conscience? Oh hoho, I love killing babies and I don't feel bad. Maybe I didn't feel bad after I insulted you. You know what? I thought you were a nice guy, but you are still a dick." I glared at him and then divert all of my attention onto my food. Hell, that guy make me lost my appetite. 

"Wait. You said you thought I was a nice guy. Really? You thought of that?" He asked with his sapphire eyes sparkling. 

I grabbed my fork and stabbed at my food. "Whatever." If he thinks that I can give him all of my attention and compliments, he gotta try harder. A lot. Cause I'm gonna act like a play-hard-to-get-smartass-kid. Jay chuckled and continued eating. Wait what? Did I, whatever. 

We didn't talk, thank god. I took the chance to observe him while we were eating in silence. His features, are so beautiful. Even when he eats, his face move with perfection. How can anyone be so perfect in everything, even eating? Wait, why do I care? How could I define him as perfect? Seriously, I need to update my dictionary. 

"Theo, you okay? Why are you staring at me?" He chuckled a little.

I looked back at my food and stabbed it with my fork. Ha, I don't have a conscience you say? "Nothing, just looking how ugly you look today, in fact like every other day." I smirked 

"Oh, you do care about how I looked." Jay put down his fork and fold his massive arms.

I jabbed my fork into my food one last time, serving it as a warning. "I'm not hungry." I stood up and leave. I pushed open the door and head toward my class. Someone grabbed my arm and push me, till my back hit the locker. "Oww..." That hand loosen its grip.

"Sorry. Hey, I wasn't... I didn't mean to be a bitch." He looked sheepishly.

"Haha, you know what? Today, we are apologizing to each other. Funny, usually I don't and nobody apologized to me ever." 

"You know, we can do this the easy way. Let's just be nice to each other, is that okay?" he asked with sincerity, sapphire eyes illuminating. 

"Yeah, I guess I could use a little change?" I smiled in reply. 

Gosh, what happened to me? What had this boy done to me?