International Stardom (BTS Spanking story)

Hopeless {J-Hope} pt.1

Good morning ! ☀️
First day back at school tomorrow
Can't wait 😅😅
My schedule this is week is this:
Bts- Sunday and Friday
Red Velvet- Monday and Friday
NCT- Wednesday
Hope you all have an amazing week 😘

Love ya bunches 🍪

// J-Hope's POV //

I listen to the violent voices in my head as I read the comments on my recent picture I posted on Twitter.

People are so horrific; The post wasn't even bad, it was just a picture of me. According to these people, I'm ugly and a "Jackie Chan lookin ass."

My heart vibrates as my blood darkens, I'm not allowed to read comments because of my anger.

I've been going to therapy for six weeks now, but it doesn't work.

You can't really help genetic anger, once your born with it, you can't heal it.

I clinch my knuckles, trying to use the therapists methods to calm down. It's no use though, and I stand up.

I charge to my wall and bury my fist into the dry wall.

My hand throbs with pleasure, and I gasp at the release.

"Hobi?"

Shit. I turn myself around and shakily go to the door.

Yoongi was standing with concern in his eyes, "What happened? Why is your hand bleeding?"

Out of breath, I just slam the door shut. Which I shouldn't have done.

"Hoseok! Don't shut the door on your hyung! Open this door right now!" He said with annoyance but didn't scream.

His annoyance caused my body to shutter, "leave me alone!"

I heard him groan, "J-Hope Don't do this please."

My anger flooded my head, I was annoyed that he wasn't more patient with me. He's treating me like an unstable person! That little asshole!

"J-Hope you're getting a spanking if you don't open this door."

I wrap my arms around myself. Control it Hoseok.

My eyes turned black as I opened the door and pushed him so hard that he crashed into the wall in front of my room.

He yelled at the pain and I just smile in ire.

"What the hell? HOSEOK!"

I look to my right and see Jin.

"Fuck you," I hiss.

Jin froze in shock, and I run out the door of the dorm.

I heard Jin's voice as I shut the door, "you can't run away from yourself Hoseok!"

I swallowed my tears and the monster in me roars. We both run across the street.

The blue-silver walls of the studio screamed at me as I walked in.

I turn on the lights and put my back against the wall. I sink to the ground and start crying.

I'm falling apart, my members probably hate me now.

What a dick I am.

What a beast I've become.

Lost in my thoughts, I suddenly hear a knock on the outside door:

"Hobi hyung it's me."

I look at the door dumbfounded.

"Jungkook?"