People that life brought to me
I've had people trust me with their life
And I've had people doubt me even though I presented them facts
I've hold on onto people who were not good for me
But I've also let go of people I loved the most
I had people open up to me even though we were not that close
But in the other hand I've had people who I considered best friends hold so many secrets
I had people say they love me unconditionally but turn their back on me for the stupidest reason to ever exist
But I've also had people who went with me through thick and thin
I've had people think I don't do enough for them , like I don't love them enough ,they couldn't see that I forgot myself while loving them
I also had the ones that appreciated even the smallest things I did for them
I've had people love me no matter what mistakes I do , they stayed and corrected me instead of just choosing to leave
I've had people who said they would die for me but they wouldn't even take a few scratches
People who I considered family turn into individuals I don't even wanna know anymore
The ones who forgot about me as soon as they got a significant other
I had people talk to me as if I was a stranger after two days of telling me im one of their greatest blessings
I have often prayed soo much for the wrong people and wrong things
I've let people take advantage of me but I saw none of that because I just loved them too much or maybe I was just scared of them walking away
I made so many mistakes and I have taken so many fucked up decisions
But I never regret any of that
I regret not putting myself first and with that Ive had people who told me " put yourself first" but they were the ones who walked all over me
I regret not seeing that my happiness is more important than people who do not want to stay in my life
Not seeing that the people I gave everything to were not willing to do the same .
Shit some people were even hurt just because I asked to have some explanations .
Sometimes things like this must happen in order to find your true self so thank you to all the people who choose to stay with me and thank you to those who walked away, you weren't a great teacher but I learned my best lesson so far
Through life your heart will be shaped and reshaped , in the end its all about the patience and the kindness .
Do good even though people will not acknowledge it , God will always do so
And that is more than just enough
