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Hwasa was only fifteen when she heard her parents arguing. It's been happening for the past 2-3 years. "Eomma" I said coming from my room to see them yelling at the top of their heads. "Yes? Hwasa." Eomma said. "I'm..going out" Hwasa said getting her jacket. She always went to her friend Seulgi to freshen up her mind.

Hwasa went to their usual spot after she texted her.  "Yah..you ok there pretty girl" Hwasa heard a girl say. Hwasa turned to see Lisa some popular girl at Her school. "Yeah I'm good" Hwasa said nodding. "I got something to ease you down" Lisa said "when my home is crazy and shredded I usually take this green leaf" . Hwasa thought for a second and took the offer "fine" Hwasa said.

Hwasa followed Lisa to the back of the club as Lisa handed her a blunt. Hwasa stares confused. "Follow my step princess" Lisa said. Hwasa did as Lisa did, Hwasa felt light headed and free she had a moral where she don't do drugs at all. But Hwasa felt pressured from all the things going on , She sat there puffing all of her pains away and had went back in the club and ordered a cup of Jin.

Seulgi texted Hwasa she could not make it. Hwasa was too high to care. Someone sat next to Hwasa, when Hwasa is super drunk she either seduces or acts goofy asf or sometimes even sing.

She sings a song swaying left and right catching people eyes and ears in shock. After she was done a person sat next to her and handed her a card. "You may not be in your right mind right now, but you should come to my school, StarLight Arts School" the person got up and left.

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Hwasa sat at the table with both her parents on different sides of the table. "Hwasa you have been changing lately" her mom said worried Hwasa rolled her eyes hating her parents for not giving her a peaceful childhood. "Anyways Kim tell her what we talked about" Dad said. Mom looked down and then held my hands together and looked at dad then me.

"Me and your dad are getting divorced and your moving to Korea with me" Hwasa Mom said

"What...."

• Present Day •

Hwasa

It was the audition day,The school is in the middle of its semester. "Hwasa I made breakfast before you go to your audition" Eomma said. I rolled my eyes "thanks,but I'm good" I said. "What are you wearing! Hwasa this is Korea I'm going to have to be more strict on you" Mom said. I was wearing

"Mom it's not bad it's just showing a little skin" I said "what happened to the good girl that listened" Mom said looking down

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"Mom it's not bad it's just showing a little skin" I said "what happened to the good girl that listened" Mom said looking down. "She's been gone mom" I said and grabbed a long huge black trench coat  to cover up. I have history of feeling insecure. When I'm dancing and singing I feel more free but I want to break that for my new school, I want to be comfortable being in my own skin.

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