Feel it

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‪You're lying across black silk sheets. The room is dark, yet dimly lit with red candles glowing waves of light across your skin. You're feeling comfortable, happy even in the intimate silence, as if your heart is floating above your head in this place of peace. You always loved spending time together with your boyfriend. Especially considering the fact that you didn't get a lot of it. Time that is. Time to admire him, and him you. Your eyes gaze into Jungkook's, while he looks down upon you with his beautiful own.

You feel them observing every part of your body, doubling back to your orbs as they search your soul.‬

Searching for what was being unsaid in the room that had suddenly started a fire between the two of you. A chill ran down your spine as he bit his pearly teeth into his bottom pink lip.

The tension was slowly becoming so noticeably thick, that it could have been easily sliced open with a butter knife. Jungkook was naturally inclining himself closer towards you, and you were unconsciously cowering away into his wooden headboard. He's been sitting across from you the entire time, seeming to be relaxed at face value. Mainly because he was probably absolutely unaware of what he was doing to you underneath your poker faced surface.

You smile coyly and he gives you an impish one in return, saying aloud, "I want something from you.."

Intrigued yet lost, you scrunch your eyebrows, wondering what this could be. Nothing immediately comes to mind because, you being an open book, already feel as if you're entire soul has been on display when the two of you were together. You loved Jungkook so much that in your mind there was no way he couldn't have everything possible from your heart to give..or had you?

'Ha-hadn't I given everything?'

What else could you possibly give your handsome boyfriend?

"What ever could that be?"

He narrowed his eyes, "Your innocence is entertaining, baby, but don't you at least have a good guess about what's on my mind right now?" One of his hands grips on to your thigh, a little rougher than necessary to gain your attention, it turned you on immediately.

But. You didn't want to embarrass yourself by not knowing the right answer to his request, so you kept your mouth shut, shaking your head no. He frowns in disappointment, "What are you willing to give up?"

You sit up casually bringing your knees to your chin to give yourself a little more confidence, "Depends on what you'd be asking for, Jungkook."

"Make a guess, baby." He presses with a lifted brow.

"No." You giggle. "Be aggressive, and tell me what you're wanting."

He laughs, pride a little offended at your stab,
"You really want me to be plain?"

"Please."

His eyes narrowed then on your shy frame, licking his dry lips wet before he finally confessed,
"I want to experience having sex with you."

You bury your face in your knees, cheeks going hot in color as you shy your face away from his view. Your stomach collecting butterflies. "Oh.."

It's not that you hadn't had sex before, but Jungkook was intimidating. Powerful. You'd be lying to yourself if you said you weren't a little apprehensive to take on whatever was hidden inside his dark jeans all the time.

You were so nervous, and yet also so willing to try to respond something back. Its not like you hadn't ever thought about him fucking you into a quivering mess. Because you totally did.
All the time.