My Love for You

A/N:

This is my first ever story I have written. I wrote this as one shot weilan story.

I really thank my buddies Salguez and guardian_ace1 for encouraging me to write.

Thank you so much Shin and Ace for trusting and encouraging me!!

While coming to the story, I had a dream last night and wrote this purely out of that!!

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He is connected with me emotionally. Everyone around knows him as my crush but no one knows that he is the powerful black robe envoy. But his love towards me let me know that deep secret - to protect me. Not even to old Chu, who is very loyal to him.

I am not a damsel in distress, but still I feel weak whenever he is around me. His love and care makes me feel unworthy. I have questioned myself many times, am I really worthy of his love. What have I done to him to make him sacrifice everything for me?

His intimidating demeanor, his cold expression behind the mask may give chills to the others, but only I can see his true feelings behind it. A small curve on his lips and happiness in his eyes whenever he calls my name "Yunlan!". His lovely gaze while looking at me, his fluttering long beautiful eye lashes and his blush whenever I stood next to him. I can even hear his heart beat jumping high..

"Xiao Wei".. Two sweet words my lips love to speak over and over again..

My love... the only person my heart beats for..

My Shen Wei.. my life, my love, my world and my everything!!!

My Xiao Wei.. He's mine.. only mine and I am his!!

But, he left me!! Without a word!!

My world began to crumble. Did I make something wrong? Why did he leave me? Did I hurt him that much he even left without saying a little word??

So many questions in my mind but there was no answer. Only one thing my heart kept reminding me - He left me!!

I have waited for him, staring at the door of my apartment thinking he will open the door now, calls me "Ah Lan" with his sweet voice, embrace me with his soft touch, and kiss me gently with those soft lips. But it turned out to be just a wishful thinking after all!! It's been two weeks since he left me.

I am waiting for him in this cold world, suffering his absence in my life, missing his beautiful smile and his caring and unconditional love towards me. No one in my life treated me in the way my Xiao Wei did. My mother, the one person who loved me left the world, leaving me vulnerable. But still I managed to survive on my own without depending emotionally on others.

But this time it's different, the moment I saw him for the 1st time, I fell head over heels with him. I have flirted with him; made him blush with my words, but still didn't expressed my true feelings towards him directly. Now there is no chance to express them. Didn't he know my love for him? I cannot imagine my life without my Shen Wei. I cried and cried and cried until my eyes gave upon me!! I turned blind to the world, I couldn't see anyone. In fact I don't want to see anyone other than him!!

I didn't allow any one to come near me. I want nothing but his love. I promised myself not to bother him if he ever comes back to him. I'll do everything he asks me, even clean my room and keep the things where they belong. All I ever wanted was to stay with him.

I sat on the couch still waiting for him silently. Suddenly, the door opened and he came towards me with fast pace. I couldn't believe if it's true or I am dreaming. He came closer, I can feel his warm hands caressing my tear stained cheeks and heard a low whisper from his lips 'Ah Lan!'. My eyes filled with tears, I couldn't see him now that I am blind. I knew his voice, his touch, his warm embrace. No one in the world can replace it!! He hugged me tightly that not even air can pass between us for a while. He slowly loosened his hug but didn't take off his hands from my waist and whispered in my ears "I miss you my love".

My heart couldn't believe what I just heard. It took me a while to realize he loves me too. His Xiao Wei loves him. He didn't leave him.. He turned his face towards me, cupped my face with his hands and came closer. I can feel his hot breath against mine. He gently brushed his lips against mine and kissed me slowly and turned it into passionate kiss.

I didn't even ask him why he left. He may have his own reasons; they didn't even bother me now. Even though I cannot see him now, I am content that he came back for me, moreover he loves me!!

My Xiao Wei..

My Love..

Came back to me!!!

The end

Thank you for reading..