It was a lonely Saturday night. Your boyfriend, Jungkook was out practicing late again. You were going through a lot of things lately at the moment with moving back to England, losing your bestfriend when you had to move away, Jungkook just recently getting out of the hospital and not being able to see your family every day just made everything worse for you.
You were alone and you started having a breakdown as you were so overly stressed and upset with everything going on right now. You rummaged through the bathroom drawers until you came across a razor and you began cutting yourself. You were so caught up with cutting, you didn't even hear Jungkook coming back and calling out your names a few times.
You realised you left the bathroom door unlocked and started to panic as you heard his footsteps up the stairs leading to the bedroom assuming you would be in there but you heard him sigh when he couldn't find you. He must of heard you cussing under your breath or something as he walked into the bathroom catching you with a razor in one hand and cuts on the other leading up to your arm.
He instantly started to cry and repeatedly asked
"W-why did y-you do this to yourself-f?" Between his sobs
"I hate my life, I hate everyone in it and I am a waste of space"
Hearing those words leave your mouth, made him breakdown on his knees infront of you. Your heart stopped when you saw him like this as you know how much you mean to him and how much he means to you. His heart was truly hurt to know that you were going through this and didn't speak a word of it to anyone. After he calmed down from crying so much, he got the first-aid kit and started to wrap up where you cut. He was blaming all of this on himself as he thought it was because of his busy schedule that you did this when that wasn't why.
You cupped his cheeks and looked straight into his eyes and told him it isn't his fault and that you love him.
"Promise me you will NEVER do this again?"
"I promise"
"Good because I love you too much to see you in pain like this. Now let's go and watch a movie together"
And you did just that and you fell asleep as he was holding you closely playing with your hair and telling you how much he loves you.
