Through pain comes love

Your not sorry part 2

A few weeks later Klaus came back to mystic falls and found Damon, the words out of his mouth were "forgive me" Klaus looked at then shook his, "I can't Damon, I love you so much but I can't forgive you. You've done it once you can do it again, you admitted yourself that you didn't regret it, and that's enough for me realise that this would never work.

Damon didn't reply he wouldn't even meet Klaus's eye, both men stood in silence neither one knowing what to say or do. Eventually Damon spoke his eyes still downcast "I know I made some mistakes you don't know how much I regret it, but all I can I do is to try and show you that I'm not going to give up on us. That I won't make the same mistakes again because no matter what my actions showed I do really love you. I promise you I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you."

Finally Damon lifted his head and looked klaus in the eye, Klaus let out a sigh "why do you have to make it so difficult? Why can't you just say 'ok' and be done with it? Why are you fighting so hard for something that's only going to end in heartache?" Klaus almost screamed in frustration.

Damon looked at him with a soft smile, "because my love knows no bounds, because no one understands me better than you, because you make me feel alive. Because I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my immortal life with anyone but you" Damon answered with a soft smile.

They once again descended into silence, Klaus not knowing how to react keep quiet and this made Damon more nervous starting to think he said the wrong thing he opened his mouth to say something but promptly shut it again.

He waited silently willing Klaus to say something and end his inner torment, "how can you kiss someone else say you don't regret it then say those words to me when I'm finally done?" Klaus asked coldly.

"Because i never really realised how much you mean to until you left me. I know it was my own fault but i can't just give up on us" Damon exclaimed desperately, klaus looked at him with a cold amusement "this isn't some romance novel Damon, you can say what you want but I'm not going to forgive you for this. The word love means nothing to you, you throw it around like it means nothing and that pisses me off so much. It might mean nothing to you and you may think I'm old fashioned but the word means something to me, you were the first person I ever told I love them and I realise now that was a mistake. Do me a favour and don't darken my door step again" Klaus stated so coldly Damon felt himself shiver.

"Please don't do this Klaus" Damon begged tears started to build up in his eyes but he ignored them to focused on Klaus, "Damon stop. Begging isn't going to make me come back to you. You've hurt me to much and I'm going to just stand there and let you make a fool of me" Klaus shouted.

He walked away not bothering to glance at Damon.

Damon stood heartbroken he didn't move and didn't bother to try and hide the tears that were now freely falling down his red cheeks.

'Freely we serve because we freely love, as in our will to love or not, in this we stand or fall.'