That's just the way it is................

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This story is about a young and pretty inserure Teenage who was in seek of love from somebody and ends up getting hurt in process but it also shows the lifestyle in which he was grown up showing why it was harsh on him so *floop floop* *bird gang* let's go.

Jackson was a youth full of potiental he was one of the hottest young football players in his country, he was so good that fans of football refer to him as "Action Jackson". At his age girls were the least of his problem, At age 14, boys mostly think about sports and video games, and for that Jackson was man he was focused nothing mattered but football......................until he made it to age 15 this is where it all starts to fall like the bridge over london.

 Jackson started seeing girls in which whole adolsence hormones stuff start acting up. So  he dated..............and dated.........................and dated..............................and DATED!!! and none of the girls seemed to make him happy......................UNTIL! Jackson was invitied to come to a church that he never visited in his life and from there he saw what he wanted. He always looked in her eyes with desire also with such empathy and guilt that he never searched hear in the first place. It was like he wished that he could plant her and grow a whole field of her.......... yea was that beautiful hmmmm.

Her name was Lisa her skin was soo smooth, with her hair flowing like a cascading waterfall......stuff looks healthy infact she is healthy and most of all she had the body type that jackson really loves the "just my size" u know the huggable ones.

At that point Jackson was looking at Lisa with no other intentions but marrying her at that young 15 years old? really? unbelievable huh? but that was to show special she was to him. But things immediatly change growing up jackson had a huge fear of marrying reason for..........................maybe i should start a new paragraph for you for this one

Now at age 10 Jackson was pretty much living live happily and he's whole house maybe shared that happiness too he used to admire the being passed by his parents to each other wishing that one day he would aquire the same love from someone special of his own. But..........sigh that changed greatly from his parents anniversary night in which Jackson as a young boy growing up witnessed his parents fighting it was said that his father was having affairs with other women and from time that came to his mother that aggreviated her to the highest because anyone knowing jackson's mom would know that she is one of the most trustworthy and faithful women there is and for her that was really harsh so they fighted and little jackson there just in shock because he father was man handling her with uncountable slaps it was there jackson's first emotional tear was brewed and he in so much shocked that he cud not have moved because it was there where tons of questions flew into his head like does daddy really love mommy ? Doesnt he know he's hurting her? She doesnt deserve this yet.......She's getting it. At that point jackson learnt that everything is not what it seems at all his father almost killed her until he couldn't take it anymore so he picked and a bay rum bottle and threw it straight at he head and burst it blood everywhere and his mom cud safely get out of harms way.

But time went by and things got back to normal except the fact that jackson still remmembers everything after that day jackson had tooo much on his mind he never talked to anyone because he just was in so much shock and he just grew up hating his father........................but his mother was his biggest hero because despite getting all that she wanted jackson to get his education and be successful or else she would have carried us to our old country to start a new but my mama saw nothing but potiental and that's why his mom was the closet thing to his heart

So back to lisa he loved her so much that he never wanted to do her what his father did to his mother but they started talking and from that he just wanted more and more from her he loved her vibe to all he never felled this way before eventually he got the girl of his dreams best days of his life everyday he was smiling because he thought that she was the one that they were going to live happily ever after but he stubbled up on something while being on facebook (facebook ruins your life people) he saw a rather relationship type photo with Lisa and another guy that caused jackson to to flip out and just ended the reason with ignorance towards the purpose to why the pic was made. Apparently the guy liked Lisa and made it to try and impress her and Lisa had no feelings for him so automatically Jackson looks like and an ass simple!

And from that day Lisa makes things hard for Jackson because jackson wants back his golden flower in Lisa years passed and it just gets more and more tragic for jackson he finds himself very insercue right now because he wonders why isnt he good enough to get her back. He start feeling fat sad everyday but just hides it with a smile sometimes he thinks she doesnt know what he goes through for her from the day they broke jackson has neve had eyes for anyone other than Lisa he really loved Lisa because he tried after her for close to 3 years and his love never changed.

Jackson is now 17 years old still in love with Lisa would do anything to please until she told him to stop trying to please her jackson found that funny a girl that doesnt wanna be pleased? At that point in time Jackson saw that Lisa was fed up of him . Jackson sad as a dog i miss talking to the love of his favourite girl in the world  and he just knew that he had to obey so he stopped trying to please her and Recently Jackson and Lisa's church were on a Trip to a church in another country. Jackson just there only admiring and cant do anything, because he doesnt wanna invade her space as she requested infact Jackson was so afraid as hell to talk to her because what if he messes up again its been 3 years of messing up for jackson and the insercurity that he has made it even worst because he believes that he isnt good enough for such a prestige girl as Lisa.

As days on the trip went by the zeal to talk to Lisa grew and on the night of the social Jackson said you know what im going to talk to her and when there was a game announced to be played where by you need a partner he was gonna ask her to be my partner and she blow passed me and begged her cousin instead at that time he was sooooooo sad he was like saying why would she do me this have i treated her badly if it wasnt for a game called table tennis i dont know how would he have behaved for the night at that point Jackson knew that Lisa wanted nothing to do with him anymore he was so emotional at that time he saw his life just finish right there because he could not acquire Lisa anymore.

So right now Jackson is living life saying what if? what if he was good enough for Lisa, what if Lisa really hates him now and What if they'll never talk to each other again? Jackson really does not know what to do anymore he has tried everything and nothing seems to work so...........as days go by jackson just tries to live life to the fullest laugh smile and enjoy and maybe one day he'll get the girl that he would cherish forever but too bad that it would not be Lisa.

The End.

This story was for Khasheva Nurse to show you that no matter what you always have a huge space in my heart and despite the fact that we may never reach that pinnancle to be with each other forever and we may never talk again i jus say dat im always there for u. Nobody and i mean nobody is gonna disrepect u infront my face.Because even doh life is deep i still dig u (y)

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 26, 2014 ⏰

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