This chapter is dedicated to @meganlovesniallhoran because she has been so active with my story and just been an amazing reader thanks !!, so from now on I'm going to try to dedicate a chapter to someone very time i update, if i see you in my notifications I'll probably dedicate to you or something thx guys for the support enjoy xx
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NIALLS POV
''what are you doing here niall, and with robin?''louis asked me, sitting in between me and robin.
'"i think the question is what are you doing her louis hmm?" i asked, looking over at him as he placed his arm around robin.
she flinched a bit and fear struck her face as he continued to make small talk with her, slowly rubbing her back.
''uh niall should i go?''She asked, slowly easing out of louis grip and standing up before he could protest.
"Uh no if anyone should leave louis should," i replied, standing up and gripping her hand, pulling her close to him.
"Niall are you sure this is what you want?" Louis growled, standing to his feet quickly, pointing at me.
"Louis don't so this here," i whispered, stepping closer to him as robins phone rang.
"Ag right on time ni, i must be going," he smiled, walking away from me.
"Robin who was that ?" I asked her, turning towards her slowly.
"Uh no one just a friend," she sighed, sliding her phone into her pocket.
I didn't believe her one bit, because i already knew the truth, i knew who it was. I know about the messages she gets, i know about the kik messages, and i know it's..them.
"Robin you don't have to-" she stopped me, shaking her head.
"Niall i just would much rather leave it alone ok," she half smiled as i nodded and grabbed her hand.
"Well what do you want to do now?" I asked her, walking down the street to god knows where.
"Uh I'm not sure, i just want to go home, I've had enough for one day," she sighed, giving me an apologetic look.
"Please don't go home, i want to spend time with you, how bout we go to my house yeah?" I asked her, stopping in the sidewalk.
She hesitated a minute but finally gave in when i started pouting.
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ROBIN POV
Niall's arm was hooked around my waist, and his head rested on mine, when we got to his house we decided to watch a movie and eat some food.
I was so tired of everyone today. But niall seemed to make me feel better, make me forget about that. I had told him that i couldn't stay tonight or anything because i promised harry we would catch up tonight and stuff.
Harry did text me telling me that zayn and him had gone out and would be home around 10 so we could catch up after that.
It was already 5 and i was getting tired, but i missed harry.
I let out a yawn as the movie played.
"I'm tired," i laughed as his fingers ran through my hair, gently brushing it back with his fingers.
"Go to sleep love, i won't leave," he laughed, looking down at me.
His hand had now found my cheek, and was slowly caressing it, gently running along my cheekbone.
I closed my eyes and lied there, i couldn't fall asleep, so i just did that.
About fourth minutes later, niall looked down at me, i was peeking slightly from under my lashes. I felt him shift under me, pulling me closer to him, and laying down next to me on the couch so he was behind me.
He gave the side of my head a soft kiss. His breath was fanning my ear, and it sent shivers down my spine.
"Robin I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry, I've loved you for four years, and i let you slip away to many times, but this time, ive only made it worse, i don't want to let you go ever. It feels so perfect just having you in my arms, and for the first time in a long time, it feels like someone actually cares about me." He paused taking a sharp breath. I felt his tears hit the side of my face, rolling down and off my chin.
I wanted to open my eyes, listen to his every word, and study his face as he did soo, but he was doing this while he though i was asleep so obviously this wasn't meant for me to hear.
"Robin i dont know how long it's been since I've felt this way. Your such An amazing girl, and i hate the fact that you hurt yourself everyday, that your heart is aching and i want to help you so bad, i truly do." He scoffed, tightening a grip on me.
"I feel like if i let you go, that you won't come back, that I'll miss you forever, because once you find out your going to hate me, and i can't deal with that. I'm not ask amped to say that i love you."
"I love you robin Darcy conners"
He spoke softy placing a kiss on my cheek and closing his eyes.
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Ahh I'm a horrible writer i looked through the book and don't think i ever mentioned robins last name If i did tell me because i feel soo stupid.
If i have I'm going to feel like a complete idiot so hopefully i didn't sorry.
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